fairytales☺

2012-01-24T22:26:00.001+08:00

hi im back

i feel so stupid and unloved

my art sucks and my math is failing

i feel so down right now hdjkvnsjvbknj

hallo

2012-01-24T20:19:00.002+08:00

hello i know nobody reads this blog anymore. that's why i... am going to post this here.

having a twitter is rly fun and all. i met the TWFanmily through it and i feel like i rly know them and all. we're truly like a family. from strangers, via fangirling and The Wanted, we become close friends. it's insane........

but the problem is, i just feel weird. i want to fall in 'love' with another person. a guy my age. a guy that i may have a chance to. but there's nobody. there's just so many other girls in my batch who are prettier, better and just... yeah. even the younger one. i'm like a nobody compared to them. i admit, i feel jealous when i see the guys talking to them on twitter. maybe it's because i'm just rly ugly and weird. because of my undying passion for The Wanted. whatever it is, i just feel rly down. and that i don't know my true friends. some people just know who's clique they're in but i honestly don't know. i feel that rach and i are drifting apart and i dont have anything much in common with the others. i feel like i lost them. i can't talk to hidayah much because i can never forget all the shit she has done to me and she's so annoying still. kevin.. well he's a scotchtape, double sided.

i just can't. ok? i just feel rly insecure now but i can't let anyone see it. i just... can't.

life's gooooooood- somehow.

2011-12-13T00:07:00.002+08:00

helloooooo! lol my blog is dead and nobody reads it. how's life?!?! my cbox also very spammed with the advertisers haiyo. anyway, it's December alrdy!!! My last post was during May. It felt like ystd only, damn, time passes so quickly! Thing's has changed too, hehehe.

My heart is very much with 5 beautiful ah-ma-zing boys from UK (one from Ireland hehehe) from THE WANTED! I REGRET NOTHING BITCHEZZ

I think im over h. woohooooooo.

right anyway bye

2011-05-28T11:43:00.000+08:00

THIS IS WHAT HAPPENS WHEN QARINAH GETS BORED.

HOHOHO.

Fickle feelings.

2011-05-21T12:32:00.003+08:00

It's been a loooooooong time since I updated her. Gah.
So 'nyway, life practically sucks now. Big time.
Nothing much is going on nicely.
My academics is like so vjdsvfdbj.
Sure, my birthday is coming. Whopdeedoo.
But I don't feel .. happy.
I guess because imissyou but I wont dare to admit it :/
So im going back on time to try to fall for that same guy again.
But oh i dont know. Kinda sucks still.
Hmph.

Valentines Day

2011-01-30T16:08:00.002+08:00

OMG VALENTINES DAY.

forever alone :')

I wish.

2011-01-04T20:43:00.001+08:00

So, today was the first day of school. TIRING OMG. Little juniors so cute! I wish they could smile more though. They were ... scary? Nope. I don't even want to bad mouth them, but they were a bit unenthusiastic .__.

Bytheway, I wish the picture senario up there could really happen. Yeah, I'm still dreaming. Sigh.

I wish.

and i just realised ...

2010-11-09T21:24:00.002+08:00

Now , after a long time , I find myself here.
I seek solace at tumblr , of course.
But then , here I am again.
No pictures though, this time. Heh. :) Using laptop is so troublesome sometimes ...
Alot of stuff has happened, but too much too update. anyway , most are private , so um yeah.
this days, i realise, i am finally able to understand myself a bit.
i like shopping. wait. no. i love shopping.
i know, its not me to say that, but now ... i do love it. its fun, and it takes my mind of things.

THINGS ...

Geez, 8 months already ?! I'm pretty sure it'll be one year soon (: So what, who cares if I can't get over him, uh ? At least I wont get my heart broken again by another guy. I am so used to getting hurt by him, so what if I get hurt again by him? Im used to it. So uh-huh.

AND WOOHOO 2e5 :D lifes taking an awesome turn. though i still dont know my true friends ... maybe next year, huh ? (:

you know, i believe geek specs are for minahs? and hoodies with star designs are minah-ish too ? i have both. does that make me a minah? i wonder.

anyway , enough of updating. im coughing like mad , ugh. but who wants to sleep early nowadays? tsk , seriously .

Lovelove ~

2010-10-15T19:25:00.003+08:00

Yes people. I love this girls. Though one of them, Jiening, is not in here ):

BUT YOU BULLY THEM YOU DIE.

Terrified ;

2010-10-02T16:57:00.000+08:00

In the process of getting over you ...

FAILING.

♥

Keep thinkin' of you,

2010-09-25T17:24:00.002+08:00

I am seriously tired of life now. Don't even know why.

Nowadays, I keep on sleeping at 8pm.

I keep on accidently sleeping on that time.

Which only means that I am tired.

I need more sleep.

You know, I feel like I hate Hershey's now.

But, do I?

I'm taking a break on love.

Yet, I still love him.

I'm slowly getting over him, though. Good. (:

♥

If 11:11 was true, you'll already be mine. ♥

2010-09-21T18:33:00.002+08:00

seriously.

i think i hate him.

but i know i don't.

seriously.

i don't ever want to say his name ever again.

i feel all pissed off and angry at the same time.

WHY?

this feelings are all stupid.

" it's like he doesn't hear a word i say. "

and frankly, i think it's true.

The war inside of me.

2010-09-10T09:16:00.002+08:00

Head:

I have to get over him.
I'm totally over him.
I hate him so much.

Heart:

I'm suppose to get over him but I don't want to.
I'm totally not over him.
I love him so much.

♥

No one else.

2010-09-09T08:27:00.002+08:00

Yesterday went to the Bazaar Ramadan.
It was so full !
I almost lost my mum halfway -,-
There were alot of minahs and mats ,
Freaky man.
I hate it when mats stare , you know?
Then I walked to a carpet shop, and there was this 11 year old boy ;
Wearing a floating cap and folding his hand and having the act-cool face,
I was like ;
LOL.
When I was walking,
I noticed there were A LOT of couples.

And I thought of him.

So you know Bazaar Ramadan is like, really full?
I keep wondering whether by any chance,

HE MIGHT BE THERE TOO.

Every where I go, I looked around , you know,
just in case.
But I only saw one senior, so he said hi, I said hi too (:

Tomorow is Hari Raya.
YAY!

I wonder how long my love for him will last man.
It's pretty pathetic, the way I keep talking and looking at him . . .
But I truly can't help it .

♥

A Year Without Rain . . .

2010-09-07T21:56:00.003+08:00

I remember when, how, what.
On the 1st of April ,

APRIL'S FOOLS, OH MAN.

During that history game,
you sat behind of me.

As per usual, I turn around and was surprised to see you.
But oh well.
I talked to you.
You talked to me.
You were surprisingly talkative.
Then the history game started.

We laughed alot, didn't we?
You joked with me.
Not knowing that you'll never be able to talk to me again that easily ever again.

We even helped each other during the game.
You smiled at me.
You even wanted to peek in my journal.
Who knew that your name will be in my journal?
In like, every single page?

After history ended and everything became normal,

my feelings changed for you.

but I didn't know.
AT FIRST.

The next day, I saw you and felt excited. I got confused.
2 days later, I saw you and I blushed. No idea why.
3 days later, I saw you and I was speechless. I was horrified.
4 days later, I saw you and I ran away. I didn't understand my feelings.
5 days later, I saw you and I smiled. I realised I like you.

Though I thought I would get over you fast, but noooooo.
You happen to be the longest.

Congratulations (:
And so days passed, about 3 months later, I began to love you.
SO UH-HUH.

160th day and still counting.
I still love you. (:

♥

Oh for the love of . . .

2010-09-05T22:37:00.002+08:00

I was doing so well yesterday.
I didn't even much give a damn about him.
But then, a friend of mine started talking about him . . .
Then . . .

WHOOSH!~

The feeling came again -,-
So here I am feeling all pathetic , thinking about him.
What other ways to express my feelings other than tumblr?
and blogger of course.
But pictures describe more than words so.
So tumblr basically is the answer.
Yet, here I am trying to express my . . .
Sadness? Anger? Confusion?
OHMYGOD. What the hell am I feeling?
Pffft. Well this is pathetically dumb.
Wow i really am not in my best mood.
I'm not going to rant more over here so taataa.

Why I love you?

2010-09-03T21:07:00.003+08:00

They should be a book like this.
Like a real book that we can read.
Then I can cancel/circle the ones that I don't like/love.
Ohmy. I mean, circle the ones that mean the same to me.
I'm serious man.
How many days already ah?

154 days. . .

'Awesome'.
Since I didn't tell him that I l__e him on the 30th of August,
THE DATE HAS BEEN POSTPONED TO :
19TH OF OCTOBER.

Which is , the 200th day.
Ah god, but if I lose this bet, then I have to do something wayway more embarassing. My friend's evil minds. . .

Well , gonna use tumblr now. Taataa.

If only . .

2010-08-23T20:27:00.003+08:00

So today was a horrible day .
I cried in school for goodness sake .
Literally cried .
Emotional breakdown , or basically ,

I was angry .

I have entered the stage when I can't control my anger .
When my anger turn to tears , and they just cant be controlled .
I wont tell you the details .
Just that we had a fight and he kind of said bad things about me .
I didn't care .

I was angry .

There's a lot of difference .
So yeah .
Kay then now the class tee,

IT'S SO CONFUSING .
But of course we're making one .
Just that , it's freaking expensive .

Anyway ,
I cannot believe 30th of August is coming .
SERIOUSLY .
I am so not ready to tell him .
Yet , I keep thinking about him ;
even if I am thinking about something else more important .
But noooo , I will still be thinking about him .

Damn .

2nd post of the day.

2010-08-22T13:23:00.002+08:00

I changed my blogskin .
So anyway , this is a quick post .
I can upload photos from my lumix FINALLY . Yeah .
I wish I have pro camera's like the picture above , but I still love my Lumix , kay ?
I'm going to Orchard now .
Oh yeah ~

Oh , and being a student councillor is pretty tough .
Everything has to be 101 % .
Pffft .
Oh well .

HI I'M BAAACK ~

2010-08-22T11:33:00.003+08:00

Hey . My blog was dead , wasn't it ? Now guess what ?
I'm going to update it . Yaaaaay ?
Anyway , I have to revive this blog .
Noone reads it anymore .
Joy .

So anyway ,

Today is the 142th day .
And still counting .
Pffft .
I'm so pathetic , right ?
Can't get over this damn guy .
Ugh .

Can't get over you~

2010-07-19T20:12:00.002+08:00

OHMYGOD. Today is like , the 110 day. 110 DAY! That is quite long . But oh well . The picture above is my NUMBERONEPROBLEM NOW.
THIS FCUKING CRUSH IS MAKING ME MOODY. PEOPLE HAVE BEEN ASKING ME ADVICE . I TRIED . ALL FAILED. WHAT THE HELL .
kay school has been really busy and I need more sleep. Pffft . I'M FREAKING TIRED. UGH.
PLUS CA4 IS THIS WEEK AND NEXT WEEK.

Ilovemylife.

my horoscope for tomorow

2010-07-18T14:41:00.000+08:00

People may suspect you've scented your tissues with onions -- you're so quick to tear up today. But you're not manipulative, just moody. Let yourself linger when you want to. Your subconscious is hard at work on bigger problems.

Aww I'll be moody ):

Blogging once again.

2010-07-17T17:18:00.007+08:00

Well , hello .
Yesterday was Friday .
I had IFC .
Waited for NPCC , and yes , I do MEAN NPCC .
Not NCC .
Pffft.
Because I was going home with Fabien.
So , IFC ended around 5:00pm+ .
Me,Nada,Hiidayah and Qi Xian went to slack at the canteen.
Qi Xian played with my iTouch .
My dear iTouch loved me yesterday.
Took a long time for the battery to be 20%.
Actually,it didn't .
HAH SEE?
Yiling and Ting Yin kindof slack with us but they roamed around the school.
So,yeah.
Me and Nada played hand games.
Well , we played the hand slapping game . You know , scissorspaperstones , who loses , their hands kena slapped .
I won. My slaps are too hard muahahahahaha .
Gave her a lot of blood clots.
Yes, I am evil . . .
Played with Qi Xian .
Gave her a lot of blood clots.
Deja vuu ? :D
Played with Hiidayah .
She was more competitive , more thick-skinned . . .
LIKE ME!
So , yeah.
Then realised NPCC out. Hurryhurry tried to find Fabien.
Found him , he lost his wallet -,- PFFFT.
So I lend him the class key , he went up to class .
He took quite a long time , and so , I talked to Matiin.
I asked him to play the hand slapping game with me .
He didn't want .
So I called him a coward , a chicken , scaredy cat . . .
and made chicken sounds .
HAHAH THAT ALWAYS WORKS.
So he agreed . He played with me .
Ouch it hurt .
He gave me a blood clot *Pouts =/
Oh well . So Fabien still couldn't find his wallet , I told him to go to General Office .
He did .
So me,Nada,Hiidayah and Qi Xian played some awesome games .
Fabien came back with Chao Shun and Tien Wee.
He showed me a magic trick .
He took out his wallet from his pocket , with his handphone .
The handphone flew down to the ground , and the battery came out .
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA.
Nice magic trick :D
Chao Shun = NCC
NCC = OHCRAPTHATGUY.
I wanted to go home, but Qi Xian wanted to play some games . . .
I chosed games.
Playplayplay till THATGUY came out ready .
Ah shucks. He so damn cute .
Fabien went home with the NCC guys -,-
how to go home with him when he was so close to THATGUY?
So I went home with Nada , Hiidayah and Qi Xian .
I walked super slow to the MRT station so THATGUY won't be there when I'm there .
Thankfully , he wasn't .
I went home feeling very happy .
At home , my feelings were dampened .
Everyone , EVERYONE , was in a bad mood ~
Sigh .
So I was in a bad mood too D:<

You know , Cameron Bright is so hot .
OHMYGOD . YOU DON'T KNOW WHO ?

HAH SEE ? HOT HOT HOT.

kay , i'm going to use Tumblr now.
http://take-myhand.tumblr.com

LOVEYOUALLLOTS~ ♥

108 days , and I am still in love with you ~

Once in a Blue Moon

2010-07-15T13:09:00.004+08:00

I highly recommend using Tumblr for everyone . Thank youuu ~

HEY PEOPLE . HOW'RE YA ALL ?

Sorry didn't update this blog , a bit busy plus Tumblr got addicting .

106 days ~ and I still have not fcuking got over you .

Guys , they steal your hearts . They eat your heart , so it's impossible to get it back .

Even if that guy is shorter than you.
Pfffft .

ANYWAY.
I will update this blog once in a blue moon :)
Don't be alarmed.
You know , sec 1 is more tiring than what I had expected.
I feel exhausted every day.
Ah , sleepy .

Well , I'm going to post a haiku and a senryu I made myself :
(Haiku and Senryu are poems bytheway , if you don't know what KIND of poems ;
GOOGLEIT)
The Haiku first , then Senryu.

Rose petals ;

Love me , love me not .
I plucked out the rose petals .
Love me , love me not .

Pretty ?

From the back , pretty .
Turn around ,
not that pretty afterall .

KAY BYEEEEEEE~

UPDATE ! :D

2010-06-24T13:55:00.003+08:00

Hey sorry have not been updating . Tumblr has been keeping me busy :D

http://take-myhand.tumblr.com

If you have Tumblr , follow me , alright ?
Heehee :D
Anyway , just came back from councillor camp yesterday .
Freaking tired , went to mac with Nada and Qixian to eat lunch .
When came home , first thing I did was bathe . For like , half an hour ?
Reeeeelaxing .
Then used Tumblr and Facebook , after that ;
SLEEP .
I swear I had never had the most ,
relaxing , nicest , etc.
sleep EVER .
I just lied on bed for like , 10 seconds ?
When my grandma woke me up at 6:30am , first thing I did ...
Cough .
I coughed like crazy , my phlegm is superduper alot .
the last time I coughed this badly was around Feb ?
and I spreaded it to Hiidayah and Atiqah ...
Yep , badbad me .
So I didn't come for ifc today :D

My whole body is aching .
I think it's because of the camp .
Discipline .
Ahh ...
Okay ta-ta .

dead blogger , active tumblr

2010-06-17T11:22:00.000+08:00

my blog here dead ?

http://take-myhand.tumblr.com

excited

2010-06-13T13:02:00.003+08:00

Yesterday went to Parkway Parade .
I FOUND A DRESS FOR 17TH OF JUNE . YAY .
well , I still don't have any shoes ... :(

ANYWAY . It's already 13th of June .
4 more freaking days .
To 17th of June .
ARE YOU EXCITED ?
I AM SO EXCITED .

I'M GOING TO USE TUMBLR NOW .
BUH BAI .

Qarinah .

tumblr

2010-06-11T15:25:00.002+08:00

hey people .
i won't upload any pictures .
You know why ?
BECAUSE .
my lumix camera having some problems with uploading pictures ):
so yeah .

Anyway , I have been using TUMBLR . it is awesome . it's better than blogger actually .
read my tumblr .
have a tumblr ?
FOLLOW ME AND I'LL FOLLOW YOU ;D

http://take-myhand.tumblr.com/

buh-bai .

Ignorance .

2010-06-08T21:55:00.003+08:00

I'm bored so let's do some lamee stuff :D( Got this from Afiqa's blog :P ! )
Instructions:
1. Put your iPod on shuffle
2. Press "Next" for each question
3. Use the title of the song to answer the question
4. No cheating

HOW DO YOU FEEL TODAY?
Boom Boom Pow - Black Eyed Peas
( Not really . )

WHAT'S YOUR OUTLOOK ON LIFE?
Almost Easy - Avenged Sevenfold ( Ironic ... )

WHAT DOES YOUR FAMILY THINK OF YOU?Billie Jean - Michael Jackson ( Oh . My . God !)

WHAT DO YOUR FRIENDS THINK OF YOU?
In My Head - Jason Derulo

WHAT DO STRANGERS THINK OF YOU?
Decode - Paramore ( HAHAHAHAHA . )

WHAT DO YOUR EXES THINK OF YOU?
Just Like Me - Paramore

HOW IS YOUR LOVE LIFE?
Who I Am - Nick Jonas & The Administration ( True , true )

HOW WILL YOUR LOVE LIFE BE IN THE FUTURE?
Umbrella - Rihanna( Gosh :D )

WILL YOU GET MARRIED?
You Found Me - The Fray ( Um , not sure :P )

WILL YOU HAVE KIDS?
You Keep Me Hangin' On - Glee

ARE YOU GOOD AT SCHOOL?
Whatcha Say - Jason Derulo( I guess not . )

WILL YOU BE SUCCESSFUL IN LIFE?
Another Day - Paramore( Oh well . )

WHAT SONG SHOULD THEY PLAY ON YOUR BIRTHDAY?
Lucky - Jason Mraz( NO WAY . Isn't this song about falling in love with your bestfriend ? -,- )

WHAT SONG SHOULD THEY PLAY AT YOUR FUNERAL?
DayDream - Avril Lavigne

THE SOUNDTRACK OF YOUR LIFE:
Baby - Justin Bieber ( ... that's just weird . )

YOU AND YOUR BEST FRIEND ARE:
A Moment Like This - Kelly Clarkson

HAPPY TIMES:
Crushcrushcrush - Paramore( ;D )

SAD TIMES:
Future Love - Kristina DeBarge( Um , LOL . )

EVERY DAY:
Hello Seattle - Owl City .
( It's a cute song , I find everyday cute . )

FOR TOMORROW:
Naturally - Selena Gomez( :O)

FOR YOU:
My Heart - Paramore ( Aww shucks ;D )

WHAT DOES NEXT YEAR HAVE IN STORE FOR ME?
Eenie Meenie - Justin Bieber ft. Sean Kingston ( Geez , that's weird ...)

WHAT DO I SAY WHEN LIFE GETS TOO HARD?
Kiss & Tell - Selena Gomez ( Well ... )

WHAT DO I THINK WHEN I GET UP IN THE MORNING?
Break Your Heart - Taio Cruz ( *Coughs , well now , I don't knooooow . )

WHAT SONG WILL I DANCE TO AT MY WEDDING?
I Will Always Love You - Whitney Houston( Ironic , muchh ? )

WHAT DO YOU WANT AS A CAREER?
Falling Down - Selena Gomez( Hahhaha :D )

YOUR FAVOURITE SAYING?
Haven't Met You Yet - Michael Buble ( To myself (: cheyy . )

FAVOURITE PLACE?
Franklin - Paramore ( ? )

WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR PARENTS?
Hair / Crazy in Love - Glee ( Aww ;) )

DESCRIBE YOURSELF?Beautiful - Glee
( That sounds so vain :( )

WHAT DO I LIKE DOING MOST?
Crazier - Taylor Swift ( Uh-huh , yeah , sure :P )

SONG THAT DESCRIBES MY SCHOOL PRINCIPAL:
Endless Love - Glee( YUCK UGH EEW NO ! :D )

WHAT IS MY STATE OF MIND AT THE MOMENT?
Obsessed - Mariah Carey ( There is that guy ....)

HOW WILL I DIE?
Favourite Girl - Justin Bieber (That's weird . )

THE SONG THAT YOU'LL PUT AS THE TITLE?
Ignorance - Paramore

I guess my iPod is in love with Paramore , Selena Gomez and Glee .
And okay , 15% to Justin Bieber .
But yeah .
You want to do it too ? Aww ,
SURE JUST DO IT :D

today went to Temasek Poly , AGAIN . Took manymany photos with my Lumix camera , but now wondering HOW to upload it . Geez , so many problems ):
Animation is very confusing , remind me not to take it when I'm Sec 3 .
Heehee , well , okay .
BAI !

Qarinah .

HAPPY BIRTHDAY :D

2010-06-06T20:58:00.006+08:00

LOL HEY . I FEEL AWESOME BEING 13 .
Okay . Not really . I feel the same :D
But more 'matured' . Heehee .
So , I am just going to post photos .
but first ....

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU , MATIIN .
AND HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME ~
HAHAHAHAHAHA ☺☺☺

BEFORE I FORGET ...
PRESENTS ♥♥

The turtle doll & R keychain - Atiqah ♥
Lumix camera - Mummy ♥
Notebook - Jeslyn ♥
Domo - Brother ♥

I LOVE THEM ALL . ♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥

Qarinah .

Excited .

2010-06-05T12:39:00.003+08:00

HEYHEYHEY ! After this post , I am going to eat a bit , then go out and play soccer with Matiin , Favian , Rachael , Jeslyn , Sherman , Dominic and Aiman !
I am so EXCITED .
AND PLUS , Who's birthday is coming ah ?
-blank look-
*Coughs

ANYWAY I was just browsing internet ... when I remembered my GAC leader , Hui Yin , said something about cutestfood.com . So I went to the website , AND OMG IT IS ADORABLE .
And all are edible .
But then again ...

This doesn't look edible , doesn't it ?
But I wish I have this keyboard . One thing is for sure , it looks taaasty :D

12 more days to meet Zah .
I really can't wait !
But there's still IFC and all ...
Ugh .

WELL I BETTER GO NOW . I NEED TO GET READY .
SOCCER , HERE I COME !

Qarinah .

Update ☺☺

2010-06-03T21:15:00.008+08:00

Thanks Atiqah , for the presents !

I feel happy . The class bbq was superbly awesome and I got presents , bashed .. all in all , had a great time :D
Though my birthday bash was an epic failure , because the whipped cream couldn't come out from the spray thingy ... BUT OH WELL . It's the thought that counts :)
Before the class bbq , I met up with Rachael and Jeslyn at 12:45pm . Met them at ArtBox , Jeslyn and Rachael asked me to choose a notebook that I like . I suspected something , so I chosed a cute notebook that cost lower than $10 .
ArtBox is very expensive , sadly .
Jeslyn bought it , then gave it to me as an early birthday present :D
After that , roamed around Century Square , T1 ... went to MRT Station . Met Rafiqi and Sherman . Then Atiqah came .
So we took the MRT to Pasir Ris , met Ting Yin at the MRT station . Then in front of White Sands was Ze Min , so he followed us . So we went to the interchange and surprisesurprise , met Matiin and Shawn Oui . But they were waiting for Favian .
While waiting for bus 403 , Jiening , Jing Ying , Jonathan , Jia Mao and Chao Shun came . We went together .
In the bus , 1e5 conquered it ! Yeah . We are awesome ☺☺
When we reach the park , we were lost for a while ... then we found the pit . We looked at the sea view ...( Dom's ball went in the sea and he swam to get it . )
I'll show the sea :

Uh-huh . Pretty :D Then the malay guys came , with other people . Me and Atiqah went to the toilet . When we came back , more people came . Bernie urged me to rent a bicycle , so I did . So did Rachael and tons of people . We cycle together , but I accidently day dreamed and swerved to my extreme left and fell down .

Hurt my knee , no bleeding . I tried to ignore the pain , yeah . Bernie and Rachael cycle damn fast sia . I cyclecyclecycle , trying to catchup , then my knee suddenly pain again , so I braked too fast and fell down again -,- hurt my same knee so double pain .
I looked around and saw 2 people farfar away , and realised it was Bernie and Rachael so I cycled to them :D we cycled together , we got lost . then we went back to the pit with our legs aching .
Miss Kuan had came when we came back . I forgot what I did ... um . Took pictures . Oh yeah . Not going to post because most of it are candids .
Since I was just slacking , I realised better not waste time and make the water bombs now ! So I told Dominic and we invited people we trusted and they made it . I looked out for people who would walk to their direction .
I brought them food with Atiqah ☺then Matiin saw and told everyone , including Miss Kuan . Miss Kuan don't allow , but we are bad people ... we still make . Miss Kuan went for something .
Everyone kecoh . Favian took control . The malay guys and some other people went off somewhere ...
So , Matiin and Aiman played soccer . I was eating , then I saw they were playing soccer . Rachael and Jeslyn joined them so I kind of gobbled my food and played with them . My knee was pounding but can't resist playing soccer (;
We at first played passing only , then we played rough . Matiin tried to scare me , acting like want to ram the ball to my face , but I just stood there when he tried to ram the ball to my face .
So I blocked him and managed to kick the ball :D also , I kicked his legs manymany times .
When playing brutal , Rach fell twice . Then she stop playing . But she couldn't resist so she played with us again . More people played . Around 8 boys against 3 girls .
I am mainly the rough one :D
One time , I kicked the ball , hit Matiin's manhood *Coughs Hopefully it doesn't shrink ...
Then Sherman hit my chest ... Was so surprised I fell down to the ground .
And guess what ?
SURPRISESURPRISE .
The malay guys came back .
Hidayah was so happy that Zuhs came back . Zah came back so you should know I was so excited . For Zee...well not sure :D
ZuhsZahZee *Coughs
ANYWAY
They joined us , and so it was like 15-17 boys against 3 girls . Block a lot . It was so tiring . But fun :)
Then Haziq kicked the ball and I saw it was not THAT high , so I tried to catch it , it hit my arm and it bounced and hit my face -,-
I was so surprised I ran after the ball . I kicked it to Jes and started to massage my face . It really hurt ): Now my arm blueblack .
*Coughs
I played soccer ... until I had to go home .
When I went home , I wanted to cry .
Then a call from Matiin made my day .
It was a dare , because they were playing truth or dare . How I know it was a dare ?
I heard giggles .
Anyway , mainly he shouted :
" I LOVE YOU "
Hahahaha , :D
I loved that day ...
Now , enjoy the pictures

*Winks*

What a long post .

All in all , I love 1e5 :D

AND NOW SATURDAY WE ARE PLAYING SOCCER TOGETHER ☺☺☺ I JUST LOVE 1E5 .

Qarinah .

At A.S Lab

2010-06-01T14:36:00.003+08:00

I am at A.S lab at Pasir Ris Secondary School !
Yeah I am awesome ;D
Shhhh .
Hey , guess what ?
FAVIAN FORGAVE ME AND I AM SO HAPPY . wow, I'm weird .
And Favian , don't be so offended . Some are for this primary school idiot guy . If you can just cancel the class bbq and anything that is related you , which , almost everything ... yeah . Because that guy is an idiot . I don't want him to feel like an idiot again . Wow I am evil :3
OKay ?
Um I am bored . Heehee .
Yi Ling beside me hahahaha .
Wait . I got to go .
Well , I AM at school ...

Qarinah .

>:[

2010-05-30T17:38:00.003+08:00

YOU WANT RESPECT ?
HERE'S SOME RESPECT FOR YA .
RESPECT OTHER PEOPLE TOO .

I AM COMPLETELY SICK OF FIGHTING .
I WANT TO LOVE THIS HOLIDAY FOR GOD'S SAKE .
I'M TURNING 13 SOON , AND I AM STILL FIGHTING WITH A FRIEND .
HOW BOOMZ IS THAT ??

YOU KNOW WHAT ? I DON'T GIVE A DAMN . YOU MAY HAVE BEEN MY CLOSE FRIEND BUT I DON'T LIKE THE WAY YOU HAVE BEEN RESPECTING PEOPLE . I HAVE FORGIVED DOMINIC FOR RUNNING AWAY , YOU KNOW ?! YOU KNOW WHY ?! BECAUSE I RESPECT HIM ALOT . PLUS I AM NOT MUCH OF A HATER . WHAT ABOUT YOUU ? JUST FORGIVE US . HUMANS FORGET . WE ALWAYS FORGET . IT'S NATURAL . WE . ARE . NOT. PERFECT ! I AM SO PISSED OFF AND ANGRY I FEEL LIKE KILLING SOMEONE . CLASS BBQ I AM GOING TO IGNORE THE SHIT OUT OF YOU . HAHAHAHA WAIT . I DON'T THINK THAT'S POSSIBLE . BECAUSE I AM SUCH A SOFTIE I WILL PROBABLY APOLOGIZE YOU BUT IF YOU'RE READING THIS , MIND YOU , I AM STILL VERYVERYVERY ANGRY .

I am still waiting to see Zah ... right now .. I AM TOO ANGRY TO COUNT HOW MANY DAYS LEFT .
Shut up , my maths suck .

☺☺☺-not

2010-05-28T16:37:00.005+08:00

I MISS THE INNOCENT MILEY CYRUS .

I've been watching her ' Can't Be Tamed ' video , and her then-14-year-old music videos which were so cute !
Now look at her . Ugh . She is now like ... a total b*tch . I really dislike her now . I used to love Hannah Montana , but now ? No way ! Sonny With A Chance is way better .
Here is a picture of her innocent self :

Um . Not THAT innocent . But still innocent .

Anyway , I am so pissed off . STILL . Yeah . I can actually feel the anger raging inside of me . Which isn't normal . Usually I am even-tempered , my anger floating anyway ...
NOW IT HAS APPEARED , RAGING !
UGH !

Doesn't this looks just appetizing ? Bunny cookies ! I crave for cookies suddenly . Every year , my mum will bake awesome chocolate cookies during the Hari Raya season . I will bring some to school and will give to my friends ☺☺

4 of the Volturi Guard ! The second from the right , Alec , IS SO HOT ♥ Demetri looks okay-okay . Felix just looks weird . Jane is pretty ☺ But my favourite is still Alec .

I really don't know why I am posting random stuff here . Especially the Miley Cyrus . I don't like her :D I don't hate . I just don't like . It's different .
So my Zul , my best friend , is having friendship problems now . I know how he feels but his is a more serious case . I really pity him . Though I have not replied to him , I will. But I'm saving prepaid
BECAUSE
I used up like $20++ in ONE FRIGGING DAY . Because I had to send to 37 people about the class bbq as our normally-send-this-kind-of-messages is SICK of 1e5 , I had to do it . What a waste man . Then I didn't reply to their questions .
Trust me , I AM FRIGGING SICKSICKSICK .
Both kind of sick . I am having a really bad flu , nice timing , the very first day of holiday . And am sick of hot-tempered people .
On the class bbq , I am going to see whether it's a disaster or a success .

How I wish I can go out . Even facebook is boring . This days , music videos are lame . Tv shows are also kind of boring . Home is boring .
Truth is ;
I WANT SCHOOL , I NEED SCHOOL .
That's the truth . School makes me happy ☺ okay . sometimes not . But at least I have blast there ! Home is full of nagging , at least I have a brother who whines about his love problems ☺☺

I don't know what to talk about .
I guess I'll do math homework .
Thank god I have my iPod ...
musemusemuse ... ♥♥♥

4 more days to meet Zah again ; waiting ...

Ughh

2010-05-27T21:17:00.006+08:00

It's a Thursday night . Tomorow is Friday . There's no school .
Tears ): No school for 5 days . Then math supplementary . Can see Zah C:
So I'm bored . And I keep listening to ' Neutron Star Collision ( Love is Forever ) - MUSE♥♥♥ ' .

Just now , something horrifying/terrifying/shocking happened that left me saying vulgarities like $#@&*%# !!
Like , what the hell siak . STUPID CLASS BBQ .
I lost a friendship , a close one . I feel so ... UGH . Pissed off , angry ...
Talk about 3 nominated councillors fighting . Perfect fight . If we were already in probation , I bet we won't even BE councillors .
Probation sounds scary , right ?
Anyway , what happened was ;

Me , Dominic , Bernie , Hidayah , Sherman , Rafiqi and Yu Xuan went to Cold Storage to find snacks for the class bbq .
It was a blast . We were like , making a fool . Especially in finding the marshmallows ! And sweets C:
Hidayah bought TWO whipped cream . So suspicious ...
We also bought balloons , WATER BOMB :D
Actually , Favian was suppose to follow us .
But he had choir . Sad sad .
And Dominic was suppose to wait for him so they can go together .

Well , we went back to school [ Me , Dominic , Bernie , Hidayah , Sherman . ] to get back the money we used . Also , to tell Favian we went already .
But Favian was a bit late , so we got time to ....

PRANK ABDUL MATIIN !

Ahh , my high voice ☺☺☺ never gets old ...
Then Favian came , Dominic told him the truth ...
And we got scolded . Scary siak . In the end , Favian scold me and Dominic ran away -,- Fcuk youuuu lah Dominic ! I just have one word , ONE WORD ,

FRIGGING COWARD ;

I am still angry . Pffft .

10 more days is my birthday ! Excited ? So-So . But I must study . My results can give someone a heart attack . But the comments are quite good ... LOL . Completely opposite from last year .

Still bored .

I guess I will upload pictures .

- I love Cadbury ; Marble :D yummy

- Hiidayah C:

-Peekaboo , I see you :B

- awesome fire (Y)

- And shut up , I cam-whored out of boredness :)

Oh yeah . The post exam activity was not-so-very-fun but okayokay .
At Chinatown Heritage Centre , heard and saw something spooky . Can feel that SOMETHING was there . Even Atiqah felt that feeling . We were both like , holding hands the whole way .
PLUS I HEARD THE MALAY GANG SCREAM . OR SHOUT . HAHAHA .
Faiz's scream was quite high-pitch ... the loudest . The others [ Suzairi , Shakir and Haziq ] were average ;)
Then we explored Chinatown . I explored with ;
Atiqah , Rachael , Jeslyn , Sabrina , Sherman and Hiidayah .
Large crowd , eh ?
We went to this shop ...
I got a picture :

So this is the shop . The shopkeeper is a pervert .
When I first saw him , there was something about him that screamed PERVERT !
I was right . The way he leaned near me , whistled , looked at the girl's chest ...
And also , he pointed at Hiidayah's CHEST , and said :
" Luu punye tuu , besar ahh . "
Meaning : Your that thing very big ah .
PERVERT . We ran away and found some help , and around 20++ of 1e5 came to help and shout " YOUR'S SMALL AH ! " " I WANT XXXXXL CAN ? " " etc. " .
That shows that 1e5 is united somehow :D

The Science Centre was boring . Nothing to say .

Ah long post :)

5 more days to meet Zah again ; waiting ...

Um yeah .

2010-05-22T18:17:00.008+08:00

Pffffft . I really am pissed off .

I want to go to school . It's Saturday , yet I want school .

I may sound like a total NERD , but oh well .

I like studies ( though I flunked some -,- ) and friends ;D

School is like ... 2nd home :)

So I updated my private blog . LOL .

Hmmm , I love big eyes O_O

This woman , Emma Pillsbury , has large eyes .

SHE'S FROM GLEE ☺☺☺

Nothing much to update here . lol .

because I can only update private stuff .

which I had updated on my private blog .

YOU WANNA READ IT ?

I don't bite , ask . It's either a yes or no .

But you have to give me your email ;D

Yeah . Going to edit my GLOG for biology . So boringg .

Qarinah .

RPC again

2010-05-17T16:08:00.006+08:00

Hi people .

Today is again , a boring day . Since there is no school , there's no drama to post .

So . I used to be a crazy fanatic of Naruto . And people make this thing called RPC ( Role-Play Character) and I used to make one named ' Tsukiko Daichi ' .

But then I found Bleach so I stopped making her .

Now , I am bored . So I made a new one ;D

Her name is Natsuko Nikko ( Child Of The Summer ; Daylight ) . Heehee .

I already made 3 of her . Easy ones . Doesn't show her body . Mostly her face ...

So it only took like , 1 hour and a half to make this 3 ? Yeah . Not that difficult .

But seriously troublesome .

Especially if something gets wrong , WHAMO . Must restart .

So , I am going to post the 3 photo's here ;D Enjoy looking !

So , the above picture is Sakura Haruno . I have not edited .

Okay . Above picture , MEET NATSUKO NIKKO , edited :)

This Sakura picture was easy to edit :D

Yeah , easy to edit . Natsuko ;D

Ah , big big eyes O_O

I had fun editing the eyes :D

So yeah . That was what I did . I am going to post it on Deviantart . Making a new account now ;D So I won't get TOO bored .

Well , I am hungry too . So I am going to eat a baguette . Those super long bread . Yummy :)

TaaTaa !

Qarinah / Hani ;D ( for those who read my PB , understand why I wrote Hani ? :D )

Hello ;

2010-05-16T18:44:00.004+08:00

So hello people .

It's raining ; it's pouring ...

And it's dark . Way dark . Spooky dark . Okay .

I'm hungry . And bored . Wish there is school tomorow .

That will be so much fun . Don't you think so ?

Most liked answer : " NO " But i'm sorry !

My answer is " YES "

So now , watching ' Starstruck ' . There's Sterling Knight in there ! He's so CUUTE .

TAADAA ! A picture of Sterling Knight ♥

He plays Chad Dylan Cooper in Sonny With A Chance ( SWAC ) , which is my FAVOURITEEE Disney show . It's even better than Wizards Of Waverly Place . Seriously . Even though I prefer Selena Gomez than Demi Lovato ... but some things just can't be helped .

Okay . I REALLY CAN'T WAIT FOR SWAC SEASON 2 EPISODE 1 TO COME OUT IN DISNEY CHANNEL . EEEEEPP . I SAW THE PREVIEW . CHAD ASKS SONNY OUT ♥ YAAAAAAAY !

lol .

So , I will be busy watching Starstruck . TaaTaa !

PS : I wanted to blog something , but I totally forgot . Damn it .

Qarinah .

Lazy Day .

2010-05-15T16:04:00.003+08:00

Isn't he just so cute ? He is Alec/Cameron Bright . Volturi Guard/ACTOR! Don't know why suddenly re-watched Twilight and New Moon , then saw him . And he's cute . Heehee :P

So ...

These are only SOME of the pictures . But my computer is lagging , so it really sucks to upload pictures .

My cousins , Haziq ( NOT . HIM . ) , Aqil and Zahin are at home now . They areso annoying . Zahin is only 2 years old and he can already play PSP . Babies nowadays ... but he is really super duper cute .

I really don't know what to do on a Saturday . Everyone is sleeping except for me and my cousins . Sleep Sleep Sleep . Maybe I should sleep . But then , I'm having my pau so I can't really sleep . Um pau is something ;D hahaha .

Just now at Madrasah , Ustazah said some spooky stories . Then I told them about the Museum , and they were like " WOAH . " Well , I can exaggerate ;) but I only exaggerated about the lift . Freaky . 1 minute to go up or down one level . How slow is THAT ?

I think . I am . Going to . Finish Reading . The Malay Book .

IT IS SO FUN . OMG IT IS LIKE A LOVE TRIANGLE AND THE GIRL IS SO PRETTY AND SHE HAS SO MANY ADMIRERS BUT SHE'S GOING TO MARRY TO A TIMER BUT HER BESTFRIEND'S BROTHER LOVES HER AND SHE LOVES HIM SO IN THE END SHE CHOOSES THE BESTFRIEND'S BROTHER . WOOHOO I LIKE HAPPY ENDINGS ♥

Random because I am too bored . My father's snoring is getting annoying .

I think . I'm going to doze off .

OH YA FORGOT . MY PRIVATE BLOG IS READY FOR VIEWING SO SMS ME , LEAVE YOUR EMAIL ON MY CHATBOX HERE OR TELL ME PERSONALLY IF YOU WANT TO READ IT .
I don't bite ! Just ask , it's either yes or no ;D

Qarinah .

ihatetoday

2010-05-14T21:16:00.002+08:00

today is a horrifying day .
not only because the Asian Civilisation Museum was superr scary ;
because the secret of Zah has SPREAADED . god . i know it has spreaded way ages ago .
but this time , SHAWN OUI AND MATIIN KNOWS . GODDAMNIT .
yeah , so basically it was truely sucky . didn't really had a good time .
but all in all , the museum was spooky . darkdarkdark .
I liked ' The Bleeding Book ' . That is super terrifying .
A book bleeding by itself . they showed the book and the blood was ..
umm . real . scary . i don't want to blog more about it .
i'll get nightmares ;D

and this post won't have pictures .
i don't really have the mood to blog . but oh well . nothing to do .
IT'S BORINNG . 4 days , no school . Doesn't that sounds so " fun " !
Nah , not really .
Home is really boring because brother hags all my computer time .
basically , i have to use the younger sibling tactic ;
FAKE TEARS .
Always work . Mummy will be , " HEDZIR ! GIVE RINAH THE COMPUTER , NOW ! "
( yes , shut up . my family members call me ;
Rinah , Rin , Nah , Qa , Ri , Aliah , Lea , Yah . )
Brother will say , " NO ! MY EXAMS FINISH ALREADY ! "
I'll say mischievously , " O levels ? "
Mummy will explode , brother go study , I get to use the computer .
I . Am . Evil .
Not really :D

OH YA . KEEP FORGETTING TO BLOG THIS ;
I GOT THROUGH THE COUNCILOR INTERVIEW . WOOHOO ?

and i changed the link to my private blog .
which isn't READY yet . i am still lazy to furnish it .
but i like changing the links ;D
NEW LINK FOR PB : http://biglittle-secrets.blogspot.com

okay .
so im going to crawl to my hole now .
um its too early . AH SO BORING . hmm I just listen to HSM/2/3 again .
so 'fun' .

Qarinah .

WOOHOO

2010-05-10T16:37:00.002+08:00

so hey people .

hmmm i feel like making a private blog .

private = secrets ;D

yeah . okay . im making one now .

CAN'T WAIT TILL IT'S READDDY . okay . weird lol .

but i will still be updating this blog :) pheww . updating two blogs . thats kind of troublesome D: BUT OH WELL .

the url is ; http://just-reinaaa.blogspot.com

Qarinah .

after a while

2010-05-09T14:23:00.007+08:00

It's so cool how the oldest man was born on my birthday ! Or is he the former oldest man ? I'm not sure . But whatever .

I changed my blogskin . I was bored . And plus , I was kind of bored with the old blogskin . So I had ' fun ' for half an hour browsing from skin to skin . Bah . Computer used to be so much fun . I guess I'll start playing runescape again . At least that's kind of fun .

Happy mother's day :) but sad , my mum is working today . Personally , I think mother's should be let to have a day off today at work and let our daddy's suffer . >:) muahahahaha . but it's fair . and so , on father's day , father's take a day off and mother's work like crazy :P

Yes , Yes . These two people are my mummy and daddy . It was at Suntec City at Pizza Hut . The pizza was kind of small but it was nice . I like it .
I'll show you what we ate :

Yummy :)

Even more nicer :)

Okay . We ate another super cheesy cheese pizze . Cheesy . I didn't get to take a photo because mum , dad and brother instantly took one each and it was ugly with only 3 pieces left ):

Me and my brother ! No , he's not that short . He was just bending down to reach my height . Our tees are from Threadless . It's so awesome ! And nice . And comfy to wear . And I love hats . okay . that was random . Nevermind I'm just bored . Meaning I'm typing stuff that comes to my mind .

GRRRRR I WANT TO GET OVER HIM . I HATE HIM I HATE HIM I HATE HIM . NO THAT DOESN'T WORKS . ARGHHHHHHH . at least Atiqah can .. you know . But things are starting to change for her too . Gosh .
We . Have . Dramatic . Love . Lifes .

Plus , my friends are also .. backstabbing . On each other . and they told me . I am suppose to decide who I will choose , but wtf ? Who will YOU choose ? Your friend , or your friend ? BOTH RIGHT DUH . but it isn't that serious . hopefully it won't .

I am currently listening to Tiffany Alvord . She is so good in singing . Why isn't she discovered ? Instead we discover people like Susan Boyle . You should listen to Tiffany . You will be hypnotised by her songs .
http://www.youtube.com/user/TiffanyAlvord
there . now don't say I didn't tell you :D

I WANT TO GO OUT WITH FAMILY . IT'S SUNDAY . SUNDAY BLOODY SUNDAY -PARAMORE♥
i guess i better revise history . i don't wanna fail that . yeah . and math . revise that . or should I draw shoes ?

oh . and i can't wait for after exams . that's when i'm going to do something dramatic . No , not suicide D: not THAT dramatic , but oh well . i am just going to do something . it's private , so if you want to know , just ask . most likely i will tell . i am so naive . bah . because of that , it spreaded . stupid naive . bah .

Qarinah .

Pictures

2010-04-29T17:32:00.006+08:00

My thumbdrive :)

Christina and Tiffany . They rock .

JAGUARS :P

QQ Instant Noodle :D

Me , my brother(the black specs) and my cousins . The tanner one is Haziq and the nearest to the cam is Aqil :)

Right . You're reserved :P

IFC plainly rocks .

OUTDATED PHOTOS AHHHHH.

Crap laa , you know

2010-04-28T14:55:00.002+08:00

It's amazing how life can change in just one day . We used to not even know each other . But then , now ? I suddenly like you then BABABOOM , now you know . Ahh . I won't say whose fault it is :P not that evil . and now that you know , it's been ... awkward between us . Right ? Sigh . If we accidently look at each other , big wide eyes from you . gosh . plus got exams . I think I will push this problem aside for later on . Don't ask when ' later on ' is . Time will say it's answers .

I was actually super pissed at two of my literature group mates . i even cried . right , i'm a whiner ... hmm , but oh come on , I only cried because I was so pissed off , not because I was sad . that's stupid . but in the end , I went to majuk sikit , then they said sorry ( lol ) so we rushed to do our project . we finished YAAYY !

i'm sorry no personal pics . my USB cable got infected with a virus . sadly .

today , had lunch with Jiening , Rafiqi and Yu Xuan . So funny . Milo almost splurt out from my nose from laughing too much .

Today English Mid Year was so-so . But my personal letter ... I DID SOMETHING WRONG . for sure fail personal letter ): plus in the morning , when I was passing the papers , that special someone kept looking . with big wide eyes . MEANING HE KNOWS AIYAAHH . then Hidayah asked , it's confirm .

no time for regrets

Qarinah .

Sigh

2010-04-25T12:27:00.002+08:00

OMG APOLOGIES FOR LATE BLOGGING .

I have been busy . Plus I can't upload pictures because the USB cable got sick with a virus . So basically , my blog is going to be full of words for now .

ANYWAY

I HAVE AN OFFICIAL CRUSH . OMFG .

MEANWHILE

I FEEL AWFUL HAVING A CRUSH . yet it feels like my life is complete with a crush . Haha . Don't know why , but oh weell . Life is more interesting with a crush .

And now the examinations are coming , god , sigh . Well , wish me good luck :P

Qarinah.

Err

2010-04-10T22:49:00.003+08:00

I was doing my math homework .
Then I closed the book .
And closed my eyes , listening to my iPod .( which survived )
Slept for an hour ,
Woke up with a jolt ,
Dreamt Fell Down From A Cliff ,
No Mood to do homework ,
I checked what song I last listened to ...

Falling Down - Space cowboy ft. ______ only the title makes sense :P

Qarinah .

GLEEEEE♥

2010-04-07T20:19:00.002+08:00

GLEE GLEE GLEE . lol . sorry . i'm just a total glee fanatic now . i sound crazy . wait . wtf . i am crazy :P

okay . today had the cross country . hot and sweaty . yeah . tomorow hopefully i will write more about it . now i just have to go . need to do homework .

by the way , glee rocks . and you don't know it . AND mark salling is so hot . lol .

*Coughs*

Qarinah .

Feeling weird .

2010-04-02T12:13:00.003+08:00

Yeah . I really do miss my primary school besties . Because now , in secondary school , oh , i don't know ! It's like , some of my friends don't like this girl and I'm not even sure whether I like the girl . Understand ? Life sucks . Yeah , I know that .

Sorry can't upload photos from my phone . Some stupid virus made the USB cable undetectable . And that sucks . And my iPod somehow died . It can't on ! Half of my life seems to have faded away . Sigh .

Anyway , I don't even know whether I'm crushless or not . Stupid feelings . Gosh , I sound super emo . hahahaah . My voice sounds sore after each PC . Have not used that voice for a while . Yeah .

I keep listening to ' When I Look At You ' by Miley Cyrus . It's such a sweet song . Sigh . HeyHey , seems I have a hater . Budak . Pfffttt . Whatever .

Mid-Year Exams are coming and I don't think I'm ready . Crap , stress . And I'm finally sleeping on a bed . Usually I sleep on a tilam . But now , WOOHOO . Can finally sleep on a bed . Because last time , waaay ages ago , when I was 4 , I slept on a bed . I fell down and hit my head . Cried . Ouch . So I kind of got phoabia then when I was 12 , I mustered my courage and slept on the bed . And I didn't fall down at all ! Now at 13 , I'm officially sleeping on a bed . Haha .

And OH MY GOD . The Cross Country is on Wednesday . Kind of excited . For 3.5km , all you do is run . Sounds crazy , but yeah . We are all going to be super tired . Though I think Rachael should compete for top 10 , she is still in a dilemma to choose normal jogging or compete . Rachael has stamina :) But it's confirm that me , Atiqah , Jie Ning and Jing Ying are going to run together . Rachael for sure run faster than us . Hahahaa . Pasir Ris Park got horses , I just wish I can steal one ad gallop away :D And I think I'm going to clip up my fringe . Later my forehead will be covered with pimples . Gosh -.-

And gosh , I really love Nada , Erlinda , Ibu and Dayana for fighting up to Budak , the coward , when he said the so-called ' hurtful ' things to me . LOSER SIAK . But I still ♥LOVE♥ Nada , Erlinda , Ibu and Dayana .

Umm yeah . That's life to me . Hopefully I am more happier in my next post .

iPod , breath .

Boomz on people , Qarinah's going .

What a day , NOT

2010-03-20T22:39:00.003+08:00

I went out to Eastpoint , my neighbourhood shopping mall , with my cousins , brother and Mum today . Yeah . The two boys in the picture are my cousins , crazy ? Yes . And did I cut my hair shorter ? Yes . It looks so short , sigh . But then , it's okay . In the barber shop , got this auntie , like , grandma . Her hair was permed like Mdm Lim's and keeps smiling and sneering at me and my brother . So my cousins saw and laughed and they went out of the shop to laugh their ass off . Hilarious .

After my brother cut his hair , he didn't like it so he went home first . Wheareas ... me and my cousins and my Mum went to the ARCADE ! Oh yeah , we bought chocolate first . And we went to the popular store ... and bought 3 original dvd :

1 ) Chipmunk : Squekquel
2 ) Twilight
3 ) New Moon

ARGGHHHH ! Finally :D And it's so difficult to blog while chatting with 6 people . Yeah , weird . Anyway , after going to the arcade , we went to the V.Hive , some shop that sells furniture . And someone re-arranged the keyboard of the computer and I saw an interesting word ...

F-U-C-K . Priceless . Yeah Yeah .

Anyway , I love reading about Edward and Bella . For some reason .

Right . My friends are fighting and ... I don't know . I guess I'm not THAT evil or cruel to put bad comments on the cbox . Sigh . Hopefully it will stop . Hopefully .

No guys , no guys . AND HAJAAAR ! LOL ! im still speechless . Relax , I have not tell him :)

Dreaaaam on . I don't want to waaake up .

Boomz on people , Qarinah's going .

IFC♥

2010-03-19T15:12:00.003+08:00

This picture is taken by ISABELLE ! My lovelylovelylovely senior !

I want to upload my photos but guess what ? I lost the USB cable . Sigh . I will find it ! SOON . So for now , I will blog about yesterday .

Yesterday was the IFC games day . I came to school early and went up and saw Qi Xian , Huda ... yeah . Then more people came . When everyone came already , we were assigned in groups . I'm in group B . My group members are :

Christy
Yi Ping
Nurhuda Razalee
Kay Hong
Masadianto
Me

Yeah . We all went down to the ISH to play wacko . Two different kinds of wacko . The first game of wacko , we had to hold hands . guy girl guy girl . There must be a pair outside of the circle , who will tap someone's hand and whoever who is holding that someone's hand must run with that someone . the pair outside the circle must run in one direction , while the other in the opposite direction . both must fight for the empty spot . and while running , you must hold your partners hand . get it ?

Well , I held Faiz's hand . We thought noone was going to pick us . But we were wrong . I forgot who tapped my hand and so Faiz had to run with me . Thankfully , Faiz was quite fast so we were both in the same speed . We lose . LOL . So we chose Huda and Josias , and Huda fell and grazed her knee . But Faiz dragged me to go to the empty spot and so we won . We got to rest for a while , then Nicholas Tay was beside me . And his hand was super sweaty , so yeah . So I held Faiz and Nicholas hand . SOMEONE go tap Nicholas hand that I was holding so we both had to run .

I thought Nicholas was a fast runner because when he ran with Hui Yin just now , he LOOKED like he ran fast . But he was quite slow . I had to drag him halfway . We didn't get the spot anyway . I forgot who we picked but we won and I had to hold Don's hand -.- Then Sean low and Hidayah were the two people outside the circle and my first thought , " die die , for sure they pick me . " and gues what ? I was right .

I was tired out and SEAN LOW just HAAAD to tap my hand . Hidayah was just following him . Grrr . So me and Don ran , but I couldn't ran as fast as I could possibly could . I was running out of energy . Me and Don reached the empty spot at the same time as Sean and Hidayah . I fell down because Sean was like , pushing me ? I fell flat on my face . I hurt my hand . Ouch . But I was laughing . Don and Sean had to scissors paper stone and Don won . Phew . Thank god . And Don and Nicholas complimented my running . " You're a fast runner , I thought you were slow . "

In the end , Hui Yin and some other guy were the last one outside the circle , so the guy had to propose Hui Yin . HAHAHAHAA . Then we play the other wacko and it was boring . So yeah .

After that , we played captain ball . Wei Liat and someother EXCO people came and join group B . Razi go push me until I fell down , pain . It was very fun and I managed to score , yeah ! But in the end , my group lost . It's okay . Then my group fought with the other loser group . I was confused on who was in my team , so I didn't play for 5 minutes . Then , I got it . So I went to catch the ball , and Masa and Nicholas were running for it and I smashed into both of them . I fell down and my cekak and specs went flying in a direction . I laid there for like , 10 seconds ? When I was falling down , everything became purple . PurpleHeavenLand . LOL . Then I felt a sharp pain at my left arm . It was from my left hand fingers to my shoulder .

I got to rest :D someone found my cekak and specs so I went to sit with Wei Liat , Xin Yi and Michelle and someother people . And Nada came along . So did Huda . They told me when I smashed into Masa and Nicholas , the sound and impact was so great . The sound was so loud people were like , what the hell ? I was crying yet I was laughing . Crying because it was painful . Laughing for the same reasons . People were like , hahahaa .

Then my group won -.- so we had to play again , against the first group we competed with . I played less rough now , because my left shoulder is still painful . But we lose . Hahahaha . So the group that won fought with EXCO . While the rest played truth or dare . I was asked 3 times . I proposed to Kay Hong , I answered " Who do you think is the most handsome guy in ifc " and " Who is the ugliest guy in ifc ? "

Then , lunch . Ate chicken rice , drank milo . Nice . Then playplay at the swing . Then need to assemble . We played more games , boring . Then we had another handover ceremony and the cake was big . It was a cheesecake . For the sec 4 seniors . But but ... we had a food fight . At first I sat with Jia Rong and the boys . Lazy to play . Then came Wei Xiang , eating peacefully . Then Jia Rong wanted to take photos . But he came back with cake on his face . He ran around . LOL . Then Nada smeared cake on my face . So I smeared on hers . Then Wei Xiang gave me his cream , so I smeared him . So I smeared everyone . In the end , I ate a piece of cake peacefully .

It was raining and the lightning alert was on . We can't play water bomb . Everyone was like WHAAAT ? NOOOOO ! We were dismissed after we were given food -.- but people like me and Nada , Yi Ling and Aulin stayed back . We waited , oh yeah . For the rain to stop and the lightning alert to be off . Guess what ? It did . We all scream and Syafiq :

( yes , this guy is Syafiq )

came out from the IFC room and was like , " HUH ? " We screamed and screamed . LOL . Then we told him and screamed . He was like , laughing . Isabelle , Matthew and Pamela came out too . We were going to play water bomb ! But we had a problem . Our principal didn't allow . So Nizam had this crazy idea . The toilets near the library was facing each other. So ... TOILET !

We all went to the toilet , and had a girl and boy war . So fun , the water bombs were really hard . Then Isabelle and Syafiq said the principal was coming . Everyone was so scared . We all cleaned up and off the lights and hid in the cubicles . Guess what ? It was all just a prank .

They got bomb-ed . HAHAHAHAAHA . Then we were all freaking wet . So we went back to the ifc room , dripping wet . So me , Nada , Yi Ling , Qi xian and Aulin went out to play ball with Isabelle and Syafiq . It was so much fun , then Jia Yu came along and played with us . I was the ARMADILLO for so long , hugging the ball tightly when Syafiq , Isabelle and Jia Yu tried to steal it . I fell down many many times , and scratched my hand -.-

suddenly , the ball fell down from the 3rd level . Syafiq went down to take it . haahaha . sorry Syafiq ! LOL . then we played more -.- then we were tired , so we rested in the IFC room with Wei Liat and Pam and Faiz . So much fun , as per usual .

then we went out to play volleyball , then it was 6:30pm already ! the bell rung and before the second bell rung , everyone must get out . so we were all in a rush to get out of the school . I got Syafiq's number in the rush :D so we all walk together , then we go home . sigh . what a long post , but a fun day :D

Want it more , AGAIN !

Boomz on people , Qarinah's going .

Shortshortshort post

2010-03-15T21:03:00.002+08:00

HEYHEY ! Jumping is awesome . and guess what ?

I'M BASICALLY , CRUSHLESS . meaning , no crush .
wow . i get over guys fast . amazing .
gross . my brother just spitted on my hand . TWICE . yuck . i mean THRICE .
gotta wash my hand now .

Crush-less

Boomz on people , Qarinah's going .

Cam-whore 2

2010-03-14T16:46:00.010+08:00

Me and Hidayah did the kiddie stuff . We attracted more customers . Then we saw Yi Ling with Wei Wei then they also want to do . So fun ! Before we did it , we playplay with the cotton buds and toothpicks . Chill , we are not lesbians . LOVE is just one of our problems now . Seriously . Now , look at what we did :

Mine looks weird but it's so cute ! ARGHHHH ! I want to do it again .

This post is going to be full LOL ! Starting ... 291 . Those numbers ( thanks to Hidayah ) sounds like his name . Which is awesome because my old codename for him has already been found out . Since my senior want to know who 291 is so badly , she screamed out the old codename outloud . Sigh . But it's okay . 291 sounds reasonably cool too .

Anyway , 291 KNOWS ! All thanks to Ru Hui and Hidayah -.- I ran away before they told him because my nerves were like , CRAAAZY ! So I went to my mum , who was waiting patiently for me outside the school with a melted chocolate milkshake in her hands . I gladly drank it but then I got dizzy because I didn't ate since like , 1:30pm ? And it was 6:30pm ? So I skipped silat ! Oh yeah , instead , I went to ngaji and had some awesome fun taking pictures . I won't upload because it's candid .

Hmmm.... since 291 knows , how am I going to face him next next monday ? Should I ignore him completely or smile at him ? Confused . So stressed up thinking of my studies and him . Luckily , Kesha is AWESOME ! I've been re-listening to her songs this days . But her songs are SICK ! Perverted . The rhythm is nice though .

Butbutbut going back to 291 , I'M SO AFRAID ! Luckily , there's Hidayah . She's an awesome friend :D

Sigh . Maybe tomorrow I will see 291 IF he comes back to school . Because I am
Stupid ROJAK!

Oh ya , after me , Hidayah , Yi Ling and Wei Wei do the kiddie stuff , we go back to PRSS , to lepak . It's the last day of term 1 , nothing better to do . We met Ru Hui and Wei Wei went to meet her friend . See the drinks we consumed :

Amazing , right ? HAAHAHAHA . yeah , we're awesome :D i drank 2 Milo packets . No wonder when I went home , I was dizzy . No food .Just milo milo milo . Aahh , I love Milo . Who doesn't ? tsktsktsk .

♥

I have been experimenting with my hair . I wanted to see how I would look like without a fringe / bangs . When I was primary school , I had no fringe / bangs . At that time , I had long hair . And that was what made Lalang craaazy♥ hahaha .

Oh dear Lalang . You fall in love too easily . I just had to let you go when I saw your other side . Dear dear Lalang . For some reason , I miss him . Of course , now he is my best boyfriend , but gosh . Have not chatted with for a long time . And this year he's PSLE . Sigh .

ANYWAY , without bangs . Right . This is how I look like :

Don't I look weeeird ? Veryy . But oh , that's what I think :D

Now now , isn't this such a long blogpost ? VERY . Aaahh pictures .

Let's end this with a photo that I used in a post before .

291

Boomz on people , Qarinah's going .

Cam-whore

2010-03-10T21:27:00.005+08:00

All four of us look awesome ! Haha . But Yi Ling hiding behind . Naturally shy . And hey ! I just realized Ting Yin actually didn't mind that we took a photo . I wonder what she was thinking ? Alas . I shall never have an answer for that question . How I wish I can read minds like Edward Cullen , how easy all my problems would be . All I need is to read their minds , and tada ! Problem solved .

I told you I will take a picture of his socks . There it is . His feet are in the middle of the two feets . The furthest feet . He saw me taking this picture and his expression was PRICELESS . And Ting Yin , Hidayah and Yi Ling was like ' Nonsense ah you ' , so it was hilarious . heee . anyway , see the socks ? Cannot see sia ! And it used to be not ankle at all . Suddenly , dumdumdum , ANKLE ! Weird .

SUCCESS ! Hey , now if I type HIM , it's a different HIM and it's so not Di*ie . He's just a crush so end of story . I found out HIS name . I can't believe it . I swear I thought he was chinese . DumDumDum . He's malay . How freaking awesome is THAT ! Err you won't get it , so yeah . Only for those who know ...

Nonsense ah you .

Boomz on people , Qarinah's going .

Doodles

2010-03-08T21:24:00.005+08:00

Yesterday , went out with mum to Tampines Mall . Go for fun . Then she buy make-up and since I don't care about make-up or fashion or whatsoever , so I played around with the sample make-up and doodled things on my hand . At first , I doodled a smiley face but it looked retarded . So I wiped it off . Then I wrote IFC . More retarded . My mum buy make-up so long . So I wipe off . So I wanted to do something simple . Then like , heck care , just do heart . WALAAA ! A heart . But it's like so fading , right ?

I showed my mum the heart and she laughed and said , " Still got time to take picture some more ! " But yeah . Seriously . WHO CARES ABOUT MAKE-UP ? I think most people look better with their natural complexion ...

I think this logo is freaky . It scared me , so I took a photo . I keep looking at it and I kept thinking ' I hate this picture ' . I'm not sure what chips it was .

I forgot because me and my mum were at NTUC and I was late for my ngaji . Which was fun because it was so random but my candid partner in ngaji didn't come so yeah . I wish he did , then me and him and candid each other . So my phone has not much interesting photos . And just now , during IFC , MY PHONE THE BATTERY FLAT SIA ! So I didn't candid OMG GUY . What a waste .

I think this t-shirt is so cute . Too bad it's PINK . I hate pink . It's so girly , YUCK ! And I bet a lot of girls will be thinking ' LOOK AT ME ' when their crushes don't look at them . Hey , it's natural to feel that way .

HIS socks used to be quite high . Thanks to NADA ! I keep looking at the socks before the face . Now , guess what ? It's ankle socks . I GOT AN IDEA ! Maybe I can get a picture of his ankle socks . Candid his feet . Easy enough . Then I take a picture of some other people with unusually long socks . LOL ! That's just so random . I heard 2 minah's saying his name . Sorry , I meant , HIDAYAH heard 2 minah's saying his name and I was like , whatever ?

I got over him already . Life moves on . Life=Love yeah . That is a true thing . Don't believe ? Your problem . I kind of wonder to myself ... how did I even fell for D_N_E anyway ? Wacky hormones ? Crazy self ? I think everything . But now I shall just stay to having no crush because having no crush means not much love problems . But I still do . ACCEPT OR DON'T ACCEPT ? GRRRRR !

I just realise this post is quite longg . Weird . Anyway , if you people still think I like Di_ie , err , whatever . Just say ah . I so don't care . Because , well ,

IT'S SO FAKE !

I better sleep now . Tomorow got IFC duty , must come earlier . When I think of walking from the MRT station to PRSS , oh god -.-

Are you a huh or what kind of person ?

Boomz on people , Qarinah's going .

Photo-crazy !

2010-03-07T14:56:00.006+08:00

Wow . That's me with my bangs . Not fringe . I look freaky scary ! Never mind , now it's a fringe anyway . I just wanted to see how I would look like with my fringe down and TADA ! I have my answer . Looks like a MOMOK if you ask me and my cousins . My cousin is so scared of MOMOK ! Last time I had long hair , then I scared him . I combed my hair forward , so it covered my whole face . Then I walked behind him and shooked him . He turned around with a face screaming ' What la ' , then look at me and screamed and actually PEE-D in his pants . Priceless .

I love PRSS ! It's an awesome school ! Like CKPS . I miss my CKP-ians . We should meet . Need to talktalk with my form teacher , make class party ! OH YEAH ! Then can forget about common tests and reunite . WOOHOO 6C ! The most united class ever .

Look at that ! LOL ! I was so obsessed that my iPod is so full of HIM ! But hey , hormones going whack , remember ? Never mind , I'm over him and that's that . NO questions . NO " Are you sure you're over him ? " because if you ask that , most likely I will smash your face . Not really . I will just stare at you and say , " Of course , duh . "

Anyway , I got new information about him . It seems he's the girly type of guy . You know ... he REALLYREALLYREALLY cares about his looks . Like my brother . Yeah . My brother took pictures of himself and ask me ' do i look handsome in this ' every time and I will be like , ' ask _ _ _ _ _ _ _ la ! ' But he wouldn't dare .

But now , I'm free . Yay ! But oh god , accept , or don't accept ? I don't think I should because I don't have the same feeling to _ _ _ _ _ _ . Sigh . Hopefully he can move on to some other ' cute&sweet ' girl . Hopefully .

My journal is still gone . Wish I can place this :

on the front cover . never mind , my mum say later I can go down and buy a new one ! That is going to be awesome . Because I need to write down all the things I know now as my old journal so needs to be updated but hey , WHERE THE F*CKING HELL IS IT ?

Middle fingers are just so awesome . Especially when Hinata ( I used to be a naruto freak . Don't believe ? Look at my older posts . Be in for a bigbigbig shock ) does it :D

Oh gosh , I'm shocked .

Boomz on people , Qarinah's going .

Shingz .

2010-03-06T18:37:00.007+08:00

Hey , look ! Spot my middle finger ! It's on my iPod ! HAHA ! This photo was inspired when during ifc , they say reflections are like , the main thing in a photo . Then now I'm obsessed with middle fingers . So freaking cute ! Okay ... that's just weird . But still ! HAHA .

I took this because homework was so boring . So I HAD to take photo of any random things . THANK YOU REFLECTION IN IPOD ! heees .

We are growing OLDER ! And because of that , our hormones are going out of control . Yeah .

NOOOOOOOOOOO !!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I'm not going SILAT CAMP !!!! NOOOOOO!!!!!! Because too expensive and brother don't want to go ! DAMN SIA !!!! I want to learn tanding and seni !!! Ughh ! Now all I have to say is : boring March holidays .

The light ... is so ... dazzling . It's as if it's calling to me . It's heaven ...
HAHA . I love the sun , so shiny . A big big big shiny ball .

BUT the light of love is dimming every second . I don't feel that same feeling with HIM anymore . Awesome ! I got over him . It was hardhardhard work , to get over a guy that you like / love . But somehow , you'll manage it . Yeah . Because there are other guys , and most of the crushes aren't your true love . If you're lucky , then yeah , they are . But everyone will have their hearts broken somehow . It's fate .

But still ! THANK GOODNESS I got over him . I can scream BYE-BYE D_ _ _ E !

One of my friend's heart is shattering , at this time , this hour , this minute , this second , this moment . She could be crying now . I feel so sad for her . Why is it that the guy just HAD to do it ? It's so freaking evil . I wish her happiness in her life :D

I'm moving on . I'm going to undo all my feelings for him , done . I'm buying a new journal , check . And other stuff ... but I can't help wondering , WHERE THE F*CK IS MY JOURNAL ? Who took it ? Where is it now ? Sigh .

And ... I'M A SINGLE LADY , OH YEAH !

I'm going to end this post with a last photo ...

Questions with no answers .

Boomz on people , Qarinah's going .

Smiles .

2010-03-05T23:01:00.004+08:00

Hearts<3 He smiled at me . Naturally , it was weird . And this time , I pointed middle finger:D how awesome is that ! But I just swish back my fringe using my middle finger . Heeee , I feel bad . But still ! I do for fun only . Should candid him one day ... But for now , can only wait for the perfect time to candid . Hmmm I don't think I like _ _ _ _ _ anymore . Err feelings pass .

I guess I only admire him now . Like ... you know , admire his face . So I will still be looking at him , but it's only because I like looking at his very well-positioned face . It's so perfect ! HAHAH . That sounded too weird .

But anyway , he's old news . Just an admiration . Yeah . I have TONS of admirations but I never really like them . So yeah . OH YEAH ! i got over him la la la :D

EARTH DAY ! WOOOO ! of course , my family won't celebrate it anyway . very sad . i feel guilty last year for not turning off the light . seriously , like , at home all innocent . But the other families all outside . Haha . Feels very weird and left out . Which is weird . Yeah .

Hopefully this year there is going to have a difference :D

NADA ! Thanks for inviting me to go to EVPS :D The toilet so nice hahaha . But yeah . Seriously . Love you !

Middle finger .

Boomz on people , Qarinah's going .

Confusion

2010-03-03T21:07:00.006+08:00

I FOUND MY DOLL ! Her name is Blinky , I know it's a weird name , but I was 7 ! She's so cute ! Just had to take pictures with her . But I look weird -.- HAHA , as always .

Now I'm not scared to tell people my name consists of two names . HEY HEY ! MY NAME IS QARINAH ALIAH ! there . now hey know what the A stands for . For some reason , I suddenly didn't feel to need to hide it anymore . But now , in worksheets , I will still continue writing it as Qarinah A. .

Today IFC we continued learning animation . Boooooringg ! But fun ! Err doesn't make sense , doesn't it ? Whatever . The picture above is my tank ! The wheels are like DONUTS ! I got the inspiration from JCO ! Yums ! OMG guy didn't came today . sad . i was thinking i could candid him . My favourite person to candid is him ! I know he won't really mind . He will pose if he see :D

GUESS WHAT ! I still have not , I repeat , have not , got back my dear journal . Whoever who stole it , YOU ARE SO DEAD ! Actually , I know who . I'm just so hurt to know ... wish I didn't know . I cried to sleep when I found out who it was because , I was so angry + hurt . Seriously . Now I get bored in class . So I doodle in my textbook . HAHA . It's full of ' I hate _ _ _ _ _ ' or ' I so am over _ _ _ _ _ HAHA ' . Have to motivate myself :D

LOVE SUCKS ! Agrees ? When you're 13 , most of your so-called love ones are just jerks . They'll say they love you , make your hopes high , then ditch you . Then break up . Dum di dum . Ending of your happy love life . Your heart gets broken , you tried mending it . To no avail . Sigh . Thank goodness I feel all numb all over whenever I see _ _ _ _ _ ! Meaning : I don't like you , but it still hurts to see you .

my eyes showed the emotion of hurt .

Boomz on people , Qarinah's going .

Decisions

2010-02-28T14:39:00.000+08:00

I'm a GEMINI ! HAHA ! Cute , right ? The notebook was so thin though , so I didn't buy it . Sad ... Sad .. HAHA .

Anyway , yeahh . I have decided . Gladly . Bye-Bye _ _ _ _ _ ! For those who know , fill in the blanks in your mind ! You know who ! Now , let's give a hint for the maybe new one -.- I know . You are maybe thinking " Wow . That's fast . " But hey , STUPID HORMONES ! OMG ! Done . That was the hint . Hahahaha .

I'm still doing my D&T . Why must it be so troublesome ? Seriously . Hmmm I'm doing a stationary holder . Should be very HARD ! Damn !!

I got my cough yet again . I recovered just a month ago , WHO PASSED IT TO ME THIS TIME ? Yesterday morning , I woke up , I have no voice . I freaked out so I tred screaming and screaming and drank tons of water . Thankfully , after screaming and screaming , my voice returned . Phew . Then today , I woke up , got a lot of phlegm . Damn . So I cough again . Should I take anti-biotics again ? * coughs *

cute , right , the Hello Kitty ? It looks like it's saying OMG . Priceless .

oh my god , much ?

Boomz on , people . Qarinah's going.

CRAP !

2010-02-26T22:56:00.000+08:00

Yay ! I pass my silat exam and advanced to a new level ! New level = New belt ! Finally have this belt ! Green and orange . But now , more strict . Damn . It seriously is so tiring . Sigh . But it's cool :D if someone want to punch , can counter ! And defend ! HAHA ! They'll be like , " What the ? " because they think we don't know how to fight back . Just because we're girls . Yeah Yeah . GIRLS RULES !

Also , suddenly , I got the feeling yet again . No feelings for HIM . Now like , blank feeling . Feeling very numb . Like ... how do I explain ? Err like .. see HIM and just act like never see him . What's wrong with my muddled feelings ?! Can't they just decide already ? Sigh . That's ONE of my problems . Guy problems .

Secondly , is FRIENDS . Nada ! Hopefully you can stop your moodswings . It scares the hell out of your friends . Seriously -.- .

Thirdly , another friend problem . I hate so-and-so club . What the hell , right ? I didn't even know there was such a club ! Until this morning , of course . It sounds evil but sadly , it's kind of the truth . But it's like worrying me . Do I hate so-and-so ? Do I really ? It's like Ying and Yang . I guess half of me don't like so-and-so while the other DOES like so-and-so . Which is weird , but hey , what else can I do ?

Fourthly , FAMILY ! For goodness sake , everytime I reach home , I will see this same freaking scenario that pisses me off :
My grandma watching the tv .
My brother playing the computer
My mum talking on the phone loudly .
ARGHHHH ! And now my brother kind of rude to my grandma ): it really makes me mad . And sad .

Fifthly , school problems . I can see my grades are drooping . DAMN ! I feel so stressed up !

So that concludes my life . I'm officially stressed up . I wish I can cry all my tears now . Then , NO MORE TEARS ! awesome , right ? ):

hurting in the inside ; hiding with a smile

Boomz on people , Qarinah's going .

My Never Never Lover Boy

2010-02-24T07:21:00.000+08:00

He was my first crush, the one I wanted so much
He made my heart sing, and eventually he was my everything
But he had his sight set, on some other girl
And I had my hopes high, wishin I could be his world

But I was, just a-nother girl to fall for him,
Just another heart broken
He di-dn't care, about what I felt or said,
He wanna see what he could get
I was, just a-nother girl to fall for him
Just another heart broken
Now I, know that, he's just another boy
My never never lover boy

Yeah, I saw the warning, but I wanted him I'd do anything
But when, I saw it coming, you know I, started started
Runnin, a runnin, a runnin away, I gotta, I gotta, a get away
A runnin, a runnin, a runnin away, sorry baby I can't, sta-ay
Runnin, a runnin, a runnin away, I gotta, I gotta, a get away
A runnin, a runnin, a runnin away, goodbye babay-ay

Cause I was, just a-nother girl to fall for him,
Just another heart broken
He di-dn't care, about what I felt or said,
He wanna see what he could get
I was, just a-nother girl to fall for him
Just another heart broken
Now I, know that, he's just another boy
My never never lover boy

So I turn around and what do I see
He's in love with a girl and the girl ain't me
I can't believe he woulda just used me
He lost his chance, and now he's gonna lose me

But I was, just a-nother girl to fall for him,
Just another heart broken
He di-dn't care, about what I felt or said,
He wanna see what he could get
I was, just a-nother girl to fall for him
Just another heart broken
Now I, know that, he's just another boy
My never never lover boy

Those lyrics are so meaningful ! I love this song !
IF you want to listen to it , here's the link : http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wC52DuvizxA

It's by this girl name Tiffany Alvord . You should listen to her :D
I just love all her songs .

Err i got school . 20 more minutes i'm going . Hehe .

My Never Never Lover Boy

Boomz on , Qarinah going .

veryveryvery short post !

2010-02-23T22:41:00.000+08:00

HEY ! I STILL LIKE HIM !

DAMN ! THANK GOODNESS I HAVE FRIENDS !

ARGHHHHHHH

It hurts .

Boomz on people , Qarinah's going .

Decided ?

2010-02-21T14:35:00.001+08:00

The above is quite true , love comes and goes . DAMN LOVE ! I think ... yeah . I think I chose guy-who-tapped-my-shoulder rather than HIM ! I hope I chose the right choice . What the ? The most nicest and right-est choice is NONE ! But hey , my hormones screamed ' CHOOSE ONE ! ' so I chose one . Sadly .

err tomorrow starts school . Then on Tuesday , maybe my InfoComm Club duty starts . Can you believe , AV stuff ? It's so difficult . I'd rather photography or something . More fun . And easier . All you need to do is SNAP♥ Weee a photo is taken .

Sigh . Maybe I'm changing phone ! Should I choose ..

1) Blackberry
2) Walkman , Sony Ericsson
3) Nokia, Xpress Music
4) iPhone
5) Samsung

Arghh ! So many good phones . Which to choose ?

Oh yeahh , I'm born on June ! June is just too awesome .

what is love to you , huh ? Is it just a game ?

Boomz on people , Qarinah's going .

Boredom , time to think !

2010-02-20T15:00:00.000+08:00

I wonder whether Nick Jonas really said the sweet thing , " I consider LOVE to be more than just a word . " It's so true ! LOVE is really more than just a word , it's a great feeling , yet complicated . I normally HATE the complicated feeling , but hey , everyone will feel it some day .

Right . Err I think I decided . But I'm of course still not sure . I think I should stop liking HIM . I know that if I keep liking him , I may be heart-broken sooner or later . Since he is a playboy ! I'd rather not like him not then be heart-broken later on . But wait . WILL I be heart-broken ? Most likely . NOT ! It's stupid to be heart-broken . Seriously . But we will still have that sad , sinking feeling deep inside you . It hurts a lot , that's the phrase .

But today is very boring . So I did some thinking . I actually DO like the guy that tapped me on my shoulder . I know the name , I just don't want to tell . Yes . Truth to be told , I like that guy . We DID hang out together when we were super young , like when we were 6 to 8 years old . I remember I was taller than him at that time , now he's taller ! DAMN ! And yeah . I do like him . Everytime he smile at me , I'll automatic smile too . A natural smile . Not like a You-Smile-At-Me-And-I-Force-Myself-To-Smile-Back kind of smile .

I wish I can confide in someone . Like , just blabber about my problems . Someone who won't ignore me . As naive as me . How awesome will that be ? VERY .

Bottom line is : Go away , sec 2 guy , you're my problem now.

Boomz on people , Qarinah's going .

shockers

2010-02-19T17:02:00.000+08:00

Sigh . I don't know why but today has shockers . Very big shockers .

1) My friend has a boyfriend ! They don't know each other . Not even a teeny weeny bit . Now they're chatting , trying to know each other . But what the hell ? Come on , you can't LOVE someone you don't know . It's just crazy ! My point is , it's just a freaking infatuation . This couple are new to love . Will they last ? Well , it's their drama . I wish them luck .

2) Kevin thinks of me as his best friend . How sweet of him ! Like , seriously ! Don't you just think so ? I mean , most people think I'm weird ( true ) and they don't friend me ): but some people accept me for I am . And those people are just too AWESOME♥

3) I saw HIM today and I felt numb all over . No feelings . Just a rush to pull his hair . And punch him all over . Weird , isn't it ? It's like I feel so mad at him for no reason . Like , really very mad . The feeling is hard to describe , but all I know is that I felt ANGRY ! The feeling was so strong I wanted to follow him and kick/punch/slap/etc him ! For being a playboy ? Maybe .

4) Right . Since I feel so pissed at HIM , I actually can SEE other guys faces . Like , I could even like another guy . Has HE returned a teeny weeny piece of the part of the heart HE stoled from me ? Right . My feelings ALMOST went to a guy who tapped my shoulder during the second week of school . I just , well , I tapped someone's shoulders and acted like I didn't . Just like how the guy did to me . And I did it when he was right in front . He smiled at me . My heart fluttered a bit ! My feelings are so confusing .

Confused .

Boomz on people , Qarinah's going .

Today is a bit boring

2010-02-18T17:40:00.000+08:00

Right . What a sucky day . I didn't see my crush at all . Sigh . It feels weird . Like , seriously . But I checked tomorow , and I don't think I will see him too ): but I know he saw me ! Because when me and Hidayah wanted to take Mdm Lim's laptop to 2E4 , we walked past 2E3 ( his class ) . Then Jonathan , Atiqah all were there ... and more ! We made quite a noise because 2E4 wasn't Mdm Lim's period , it was science !

So me and Hidayah was like , the hell ? Where do we go ? Then more 1E5'ians come and was like , " What's up ? " So we discussed in front of 2E3♥ arghhh ! i just felt he was looking ! HAHA . I know it's weird . so when we all was ABOUT to go down the stairs , Mdm Lim was coming UP the stairs ! Crap ! Bigger noise , because we were like :
" Mdm Lim ! 2E4 not having math now ! " we all shouted .
Mdm Lim go checked it out and it was true . So we discussed about what to do in front of 2E3 . Again♥ so Mdm Lim actually laughed and told us to remind her that Thurday 2E4 had no math . We all laughed super loud and 2E3 looked at us from the window . Too bad I didn't see him , only saw his hair ! >:(

So we all went to the staffroom . Then go recess . Sigh . Wished I saw HIM though .

♥Starstruck♥

Boomz on people , Qarinah's going .

WOW today is a fairytale

2010-02-17T19:38:00.000+08:00

Oh how I just LOVE today . it's just like a nice fairytale . but it's reality . DUHH !

errr today I confessed :D I feel so proud of myself , yet scared for the answer . err for those who know the guy , shhh ;) i kinda like , saw him the whole day . which is awesome . well , to me . OF course . i wish today can just replay itself so I can watch it all over again . I want to be facing him again . to see his face . yeahh . that would be awesome . but i'm still wondering whether he has a girlfriend . if he has , then nevermind): but still , have that sad , sinking feeling . but hey , there is other guys . sigh .

and yeah yeah . i got the urging to blog yet again . I just updated :] and changed the skin . the KIDNAP MY HEART skin is overused . too many people use it . so I change to this . nice ? i hope so .

Pasir Ris Sec is very awesome . I guess I love it already . Everytime I wear the uniform , I feel so PROUD(: like , wow ! I'm in secondary school and in PRSS ! seems weird to you all , but you won't get it x)

err life is awesome too . like finally the friend problems are like , okay now . no fights . hopefully no more fights for a few weeks . so life in school can go peacefully . and I fell down in school . so there's this scar on my knee .. scar ? scratch that . more like my skin peeled off and I got an infection because pus is coming out . which is GROSS ! damn . but weirdly enough , the injury ( except the pus ) doesn't hurts . thank god .

Re-listening to Today Was A Fairytale♥

Boomz on , people . Qarinah is going♥

4th week

2010-01-24T19:03:00.000+08:00
It's so fast ! 4th week of school !
Seriously . I didnt realise . Before I knew it , I already 15 days of schooling already !
WOW .
That was fast . The 1St week was slow . Then the other 2 weeks just rushed by .
WOW .

PRSS

2010-01-10T21:59:00.000+08:00
I LOVE PASIR RIS SEC !

CHIPSK8TE ! GROUP 8 !

I LIKE AHEMMAHEMM

LOVING PRSS !

WOOT !

:)

QARINAH! is going in 3...2...1...

arghhh

2009-11-19T18:45:00.000+08:00
ARGHH !!
today is the last day of schooling at Changkat Primary ♥
it was so so so sad , especially for the P6's ( ME ! ) , who are leaving Changkat next year.
BUT for me , the after school was nicer . I had fun ! I got good news and bad news . Now someone new hates me D: . Doesn't matter . I'm not going to Changkat next year anyway .
I also touched Mrs Kumar's cheek ! A bit rough I guess .
Gotta go !

SA

2009-10-31T15:40:00.000+08:00
Why am I so addicted to
SA ??!!
sUDDEN ATTACK !
but wolfteam still better

TEEHEE !

Qarinah is going in 3...2...1...BYE !

Lol BROTHER !

2009-10-25T20:19:00.000+08:00

That is my brother ! The devil thingy is not an effect . It is a headband ! HAHA xD he bought it at Night Safari ! It looks so damn funny ... but freaky if he on it at night.

Maybe gonna use it on our Haunted House .

Okay..I KNOW MY BROTHER LOOKS WEIRD . if u say he's handsome i am sooo gonna PUKE ! (: lol jk jk .

today was okay. not much things. except i found out i got 2 16 and 18 year old boy cousins respectively . They were okay . they kept talking about GTA Chinatown Wars . that game is awesome . but if you want it , you must upgrade your PSP . which is such a bore !!

i think that's all. not much..not much...

QARINAH is going in 3... 2.... 1....

Doodles

2009-10-24T22:21:00.000+08:00

I doodled my hand after listening to the Taylor song (:

FINALLY BLOGGER CAN UPLOAD PICTURES !! YESSH! haha so happy.

Okay. Today , I watched some Islamic videos . Then I went down for a while , tripped on an orange. then i got totally scared , I lost my appetite . I couldn't eat !! i felt dizzy and wanted to puke. BLERGHH ! so i (weird) cried.

All my cousins say it's okay..it's okay... look im veeery superstitious so now, im OKAY xD i listened to their advice then i can eat. WAHH...HENG ! okay. stll scared...but my mum ground me from watching anything SCARY ! so i said ,okay... what to do ? a scaredy cat like me ^^

okay this one was loong time ago i drew. INO ! but so ugly haha. one of the eye so dark ,the other so light ! BWAHAHAHA !

Have you listened to the Vanessa Hudgen's Sneakernight ? there was a totally scary giggle at the end and i totally FREAKED OUT ! Haha ....

QARINAH is going in 3...2...1... BYE

After PSLE..

2009-10-21T00:20:00.000+08:00
You know after PSLE all p6 do entreprenuarship day ? i got my haunted house ! YEAZ !
The people doing Haunted House:
1) Me
2) Amelinda
3) Wilbert [ Game Manager ]
4) Harith Adam [ Assistant Game Manager ]
5) Armado
6) Farhan
7) Sabrynna
8) Jasmine
9) Aaron
I think that's all. Just now me,ame,wil,ha,ar,far and aa go eastpoint. to buy the things. it was okay. but we played. too much i guess. why??? a security guard was looking at us ! so wil say we go tampines mall. because eastpoint little things. and because the security guard was looking at us.
Go tm go toysRus ! we found this goofy specs. fun fun...me and amelinda say we wan go toilet. the boys say okay. but we didnt go toilet. we go popular go look at all the albums. Haha...for 20 min. Wil go sms me...LOL !!! he say why took so long. so we bot hsaid innocently " Oh , the line was long " they believed O.O
then armado's mum came. She treat us all to swensens [excluding amelinda , she went home already ] . which was okay.
Yawn. Its 0028 am. Im so sleepy.
Good morning

Nothing to post

2009-08-20T19:00:00.000+08:00
ARGHHh!!! something wrong with the blogger! cannot post photos! ><
and can please stop saying anything about my ______!!
im sicksicksicksicksick of it!
ARGGHHH!

A Wednesday

2009-08-12T21:49:00.000+08:00
Absentees are: Zuriel and JERONE! [W00T NEVER COME!! Cheryl,Michelle Goh and my ears are safe!]
Hahaha. Lame intro but true! This morning at the hall Serene brought some pain relief. Then Janelle go say to me and Emily its for p*e*n*n*y. lol not penny. but something else.
Then went for music. ARGHH!! Zuriel absent so he escape for singing. But Yew Yu and Asyraaf lucky escape singing. But next week..bwahahaha. Can't wait ><
Mrs Juliana never come today! WOOHOO! Buuuuut..we had to do paper one prelim practice paper for math. and the teacher reliefing us was mrs foo. aiyaaah.
then mother tongue came. then recess.
after recess got english until 12:30pm got SS. Mrs Goh talk about the 18 hells and how we die...so scary. xP
1:30pm all run go to their Math Intensive/Olympiad classes. Then go run down buy food play class catching.
Class catching starting already I need to go to office. Why? I run to canteen , accidently bump to someone. the sumone hold cup of milo then the cup spill on me. I was drenched with milo!!! so sticky liao.
then change into red PE attire. so sick of this : I thought you yellow house,why change to red?
then Emily thought I betray yellow house! she almost commited a murder on me ><
suddenly heard rohit injure. O.O he fall down. wahh..so many things. math insensive ok ah.
go home saw rohit. got bandage on his arm. he wanted to take the stairs then gave up at 4th floor. so he take the lift. me and amelinda run to the first floor then go infront of the lift at the first floor then wait.
the lift come,open out come so many people! the malay boys got a lift to the lift..wth.
then i go home with egene and rohit. we walk and me and egene exchange holding rohit's bike. we stopped at Mr Bean to buy some things. Then Jing Hoe come.
We talk about how slow Jing Hoe drinks...i saw my block the traffic on green man,jing hoe tell me run now so I run while saying good-bye.
yay! im home.

Kayz. I lazy to type more. I realized I posted crap here but im just a bit hyper coz i sleeeepy!!! ;D
nitez!

Monday

2009-08-10T20:09:00.000+08:00
WOW! today I totally forgot got tuition at 10am! I woke up 9:45am then like something made me forget. I came like 1hr late. xD
but i feel sooooo guilty! I HATE BEING LATE!
and my father is going frm bad to worse. his license is gonna kena confiscated for 3 months! CANNOT GO JOHORE WHEN HARI RAYA
and now must walk to school. i dun care about that. but NOT GOING TO JOHORE???
and my brother is like addicted to tv,PSP,computer and his handphone. so sick you know. everyday..."Hedzir! Pray time!" then he never listen my grandma take out cane. I dun like hearing people cry or kena beaten so I use my headphones.
and today my grand ma nag and nag and nag at every single thing! SO SICK OF NAGGING!
my mum is addicted to taking pictures of herself. she changes the wallpaper of her handphone EVERY SINGLE DAY!
me? i just wanna go to school!!!!
dunno why. i just wanna.
and by the way,took me 15-20 minutes to beg my brother so i can play the computer plus some fake tears. >< and you know,he play like 7hrs already???

ARGHHHH!!! sry,angry today.

>=[

ANOTHER SUNDAY

2009-08-09T20:57:00.000+08:00
Today is Sunday right? I keep thinking today is Saturday!
Anyway...
HAPPY BIRTHDAY SINGAPORE! [by the way,I said the pledge!]
erm,I guess thats all I can say for now.
Waaaaait!!!
Almost forgot,have you seen that almost all disney actors/actresses are singing? Like Emily Osment and Mitchell Musso. Weird isnt it?
And Emily Osment can't REALLY sing! Too high-pitch.
If you are listening to Emily Osment,don put the voloume way up if you are using headphones on the computer. Thank you for your consideration.

blerghh

2009-08-08T23:20:00.000+08:00
i dunno what to say. tomorow,HAPPY BIRTHDAY SINGAPORE!!!!
someone try wake me up before the pledge start eh.
not.
laaaazy!!!
nthing to post about. ok,i go play my guitar again.
buh-bye.

Another Sun.

2009-08-02T14:46:00.000+08:00
Omg Haliza!!! I still have not,repeat,have not gotten bck my hmk!
Yes you wont understand. But michael and haliza do!
But who cares?
I want to blog on my class blog but I forgot the password! Stupid right?
Anyway this is a short post. Oh wait. Just foundout my brother was suppose to be:
Now..........
Ahmad Hedzir Fahmi
Before confirm....
Ahmad Khair Fikri

That's for my brother! For me!!!
Now...
Qarinah Aliah
Before confirm....
Qistina Adriana

bwahahaha. thank god my grandfather said no and chosed Qarinah and my grandma likes Aliah. And this is pure horror. my father wanted to call me Romalirah!! hahaha

Names are purely hard to choose.
=]

Sunday!

2009-07-26T14:01:00.000+08:00
Bwahaahaha!! After a long time not posting,

IM BAAAAAAACK!!!!

i changed the skin cos i got bored of the old one. and the song? xD its tom felton!! aka draco malfoy!! lol. im so obsessed with him. i dunno why i keep watching him until suddenly...WHAMO!!
HE CAN SING TOO!!!

hahaahz...so freaking hyper!!!!

Wah

2009-06-29T16:06:00.000+08:00
Wow..even blogging now is 'dangerous'. We must see if we say any bad things about people! If we do....then mati lor. Thanks to Ying Ying,I cancelled my hp and home number because it's 'dangerous'. Well,she told me it was. So yeah,I did.
PSLE is like so near! I cannot believe it. I'm starting to like Maths. Maybe if I like Math's like how I like English and Mt..maybe I can improve to a high A. Hey,you might never know.
And now Sasuke(from EARTH) wantsto kill TenTen. But now H1N1 how to kill?
Avoid physical contact
Yea..I guess it IS important. Now recess also must rush,eat,run up. Might as well no recess..WAIT?? no recess?? no way.
H1N1 has like so many cases already! I hope it doesn't spread faster! Because now,I seriously don't want school to close after seeing the BULGING envelope of practice papers!!

Videos =))

2009-06-21T17:21:00.000+08:00
I cannot believe it. I spent 4hrs watching videos of...
NARUTO
BLEACH
LUCKY STAR
RANDOM
RPC
D-GRAY MAN
FULL METAL ALCHEMISTS

i'm craaaazy!!! hehez. LOL. at youtube,they make weird couples. like naruto and rukia frm bleach. yep. a couple. BWA HAHAHA!!! but....the VIDEO so FREAKING nice!!!!!!! I watched it (SERIOUS) 48 TIMES!!! the song catchy and i admit,the couple cuuuuuuute!
crap. i feel so hyper today...
well!!!!!!!!
TOMOROW SCHOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOL SCIENCE ENRICHMENT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

i think i will check my horoscope and my friends. LOLS!!! IM SIAO ABOUT ASTRONOMY NOW!!!
but in real life,I dun show it.
=))

Sat

2009-06-20T16:17:00.000+08:00

Today my grandma had a haircut. Yay? On the way home,guess what we bought? Food,food,and more food! Hahaz..i'm bored. Well,i wonder why I keep playing habbo nowadays. Which is weird. But I stopped after a weirdo guy wanted to have s** with me. So no more habbo for me. =) So back to RPC for me. Sigh...but I like it! But my weakness..I keep watching video's in between =( but I managed. Thank god. But also must do revision!
DAMN YOU REVISIONS!!!!
AND EXTRA TUITION HOMEWORK!!!
Oh well/
Ok.Maybe I will upload my picture of my RPC'S..because of the mood of uploading

Crap

2009-06-19T17:54:00.000+08:00
There will be no continuation for Michael's birthday party blogpost. I have completely forgotten about it. Even if I do,it will all be mixed up. So sorry.

Today was the last day for math intensive for modular 2. the teacher(in my class) was extremely soft and boring. and strict. Egene can't even turn behind to talk to Sabrynna and Leoni. Boo hoo hoo. I'm feeling moody today for no reasons. Oh well. And I won't go to descriptions but..I dun like anyone anymore. no one. so no more asking ,"Eh,who you like ah?" because,seriously,I dun like anybody. yep,not even *** **. happy? until PSLE then see lor. maybe even NEVER O.o nope. maybe in a few months. expect the unexpected...
there has been a certain number of break up's in school. and all I know,1 new crush. huh. weird.
well,that's Changkat Primary for you.
Nothing else to say.

Mikee's birthday party!

2009-06-10T16:49:00.000+08:00
Okay! Hi! Haven posted for a looong time! i know im three days late.
MICHAEL!! YOUR PARTY RULES!!
~Who was invited~
1)Amelia
2) Me
3)Kenia
4)Ameerah
5)Amin
6)Aryshad(LOL!!dunno how to spell! sorry! T.T)
7)monico
8)HALIZA!! (almost forgot)

I think thats all. Me and Amelia came too early. had to wait for the others for an hour. when they arrive,FINALLY,we finished discussing about *her*. yay! so we had to wait another LOONG time. we reached wildwildwet! yay! so we reached there. then we strip to our swimming coustume. well..mostly me. =D michael wanted to go to somewhere..a thrilling and aggresive ride. dum dum dum. ok. i admit. i was scared. but i gave in. it was michael's birthday!!
We must carry the damn boat first. up the staircase. it was heavy!!! when we finally reached there i was like,"I dun wanna go!" (in my heart) then michael and me sat on the boat,and we were pushed and down we go. at first,i felt like crying. then i screamed. hehe. it was so aggresive my bones were rattling. but it was FUN. at the end,me and michael were laughing at was like,"Omg! That was so cool!" haha.
then amelia and haliza was MISSING. LOL. so me and the others went on the shiok river. at there,i lost the others too. so i was aloone. and LOST. I dunno where i met the others. i suddenly found them. when i found them,they wanted to go to the ular-lah. i hate sswimmingslides so i stayed back. so i lost them again. I went to the playground,searching for amelia,to no avail.
soon after that,i found michael,kenia,ameerah and the boys.i think at the foam pool. then we went to the shiok river,guess what? amelia and haliza were there!! all the time we were at the shiok river,they were opposite us!!! so we went round 3 times. awesome! then we went to the tsunami,jacuzzi. i think this time we went back to the shiok river and we met TIMOTHY!!! WTF!!! so funny. we splashed at him and all. i alomst drowned him btw. xP then michael wanted to go to the slide again.(the first thing we rode) i think it was caled Slide it?? this time,i was going with amelia!! yay! at first, we had diffuculty taking the damn boat up. but this lifeguard took it for us. yay!!!! so when we were pushed dooown,i felt the scary feeling again. i looked at amelia and she wasnt screaming,her face was white and she was going,"qarinah,im scared." "qarinah,pain.." "qarinah..like want to die." LOL. she got a phoabia of that thing afterwards. then we took a short break. then we went to that slide AGAIN. this time,me and michael.

oops! i wll continue again!

Sunday.

2009-05-24T19:00:00.000+08:00
Im so scared of showing my mother my exam papers!!!!! What if..oh maaan. And Im so HUNGRY! now it's 7pm..i haven eaten since 10:30am. i have not eaten for 9 hrs!! no wonder i feel like throwing up and feel so dizzy.

So,I woke up today like 7:00AM..because I heard rushing and things like "Why the clock never ring?" "OH NO! im late!" "Wake up!!" I found out that the problem was because our main alarm clock..didnt ring. well,actually it did,but very the soft. so the WHOLE family was affected..except me. =D yayz!! so i played my PSP on my bed. noone noticed. i played it for a good 2hrs. no..i mean 1hr.

i woke up,eat..blah blah blah. then in the afternoon,i made my own rpc.(roll play characther) rpc is u edit over a picture. so i edit over a sakura picture. and called her Kirimo. Maybe Iwill show you. Oh,yesterday I went to vidya's birthday party!!

It was so fun! Better than Indra's!! SUCKS TO YOU~~~ first,when we came..we is amelia and me. we thought we were late. but we werent. we were the 2rd and 4th person to come respectively. michael and haliza? or hafizah? came first. hehez. michael bought the spray thingy and haliza and her are going to spray on vidya when she just blew her candles. and they did.=D they sprayed like hell. vidya looked so colourful. we called it 'her birthday bash'. after that,we hung out at vidyas bedroom. i kept going up her bed. when kamal and faiz went up together,michael took the ladder and put it horizontslly and sang,"make babies!!" hahaz. so funny. they were stuck for 10 minutes. then,we ate and watched american idol. okay. then hafizah had to leave. awww..then we all go down and played Amazing Race. Okay. so we had 9 people and two groups. This were the groups:
1) Michael,Faiz and Chong Lea.
2)Amelia,Me,Haliza and Kamal.
My group won. Our last thing to do was sing a song. Amelia,me and haliza sang love story by taylor swift. our singing was so bad. then we played hide and seek(i think). i became the clue to my other frens. the seeker was vidya and michelle goh. they found me first. i act like i dunno where r they. hahaz. wait. i think we played crocodile on the playground first. well,whatever.when we went up,amelia and michelle had to go. bye bye.

then we go to vidyas room and stayed there. vidya opened her presents. i wentup her bed again. and threw mario,rabbits and bears on faiz head. xD but chong lea took aim at me and hit me right smack on my face. lolz. then suddenly vidya shout out,"omg! who gave me a mp3 player!?" i looked down and almost tumbled down..but didnt. thank god. we found out it was her parents. wow. so right after that,vidya wanted to download songs right at that time. so she on her computer. whilst doing that,faiz saw monopoly and scramble. so we played scramble. of course,i have never played scramble before.and all didnt believe me. (note:kamal went home already) so we played. it was great fun. then vidya said,"michael,qarinah,help me..how to download?" =.= hey,it was her first time!!! then,when she finished downloading,we played 7 minutes in heaven..to 5min,4min and finally 3 min. in toilet. xD the first was faiz and vidya. LOL. it was hard to mkae them go IN the toilet. haha..no more went in. too much noise. so we just sat there. and then i had to go home. but michael wanted ghost stories..and off ALL the light. i quickly went out. i was scared..that's all! =D

shit..nid to go and pack bag.

Cheerios!

Friday.

2009-05-21T21:29:00.000+08:00
On this particular day,we had Napfa. For the 5 item. booring.

And we got back our science marks. guess how much i got. well..you can say its average...i got 72. i improved by 19 marks. not bad.

and okay. amelinda cried because her marks so down LOOOOW. but not 50. she got lower than me.

adam khoo came. so??? still the same as motivitational camp. but funnier. i think.

soo..harith and amelinda broke up ages ago. Yes? and its gotten worse. instead of being friends....(like i did to u know who)..they are calling each other bad words. etc:the 'b' words. sigh. harith likes someone else and he told me ONLY. amelinda saw me with him when i beg like mad woman. amelinda pester me like siao until i feel like zipping her mouth. until harith told me to tell amelinda. god...it was a mistake,i think. so i didnt tell. amelinda say i like harith. eeewewewee...gross!!! than she spread a little coz she was speaking a bit too loudly. so i told her who harith like. after telling..phew. mission accomplised. not.

then at napfa, harith told me,"she spread." !!!!!!!!! okay. i didt 100% believe him. i mean,no evidence. but so many people know. sigh again.and because of this i get to talk to harith more. and people think we both like each other. GROSSSS!!!

the question i dreaded most for the day is this:

"Eh,you like harith ah?

Wed

2009-05-20T15:45:00.000+08:00
Oh no..today so much to do! Okay. I dont have colour pencils to colour for my dumb Health Edu project. The oly colouring materials I have are...water colours and glitter pens from akltg(adam khoo looks too gay xD my coach,candice said) thank you akltg!!! I cannot wait for the booser session! woops! i meant BOOSTER session. booser..lol.
I got 3 of my exam papers. And get this,I didnt fail my MATH. Not even borderline.(50-59) i got...
Eng: 68.5/90 BOO!!! i coulda gotten more if i didnt forget to shade TWO of my OAS shading thingy. And both I got correct. Wasted man...
Math: 66.5/100 Well, at least i improved right? CA1 i got 56 if im not wrong. I improved by 10.5 marks. Hope mother is happy. =D
MT: 75.5/90 YAY!!! I improved by 4.5 marks. But coulda done better. Stupid stupid careless! At least prosedur cloze gottten 20/20!! That one was my lucky save.
Science: ?? I dunno and wondering if i fail...
Higher Mothertongue: ?? This one is freaking me out. Im so scared!!!! >.<>dont BADLY wanted to join higher MT. Now no amelia and harith adam(always weirdo),its kinda boring. No offence to indra,farizah and afiqa,okies? =D

Anyway,harith and amelinda already broke up. Amelinda like someone else just because harith accidently touched someone else's hand. I swear its accidently. No evidence for amelinda that is. sigh....so much drama.

Even my mum agrees. =D

Blah

2009-05-19T19:56:00.000+08:00
June Holidays is so near!! Just like 2 weeks later...than i officially become 12 yrs old on 6thJune09. DATTEBAYO!!! thank god ~~exam~~..i mean SA1 is over!!
exam=PSLE..

Wah..today at school not too bad. Jonathan Neo came back. Not much difference. My math paper 1 bklt B was such a shock to me. I tot I got 9/20..you know,failure..but then,i got:
19/20!!!!!!
Just one stupid stupid careless mistake i coulda gotten full marks! Bklt A is BAD though. I got 13/20. T.T Total,I got 32/40.
So,I calculated somethings. If paper 2 i get 30 i still pass. But if 20 then I fail. But getting 20 is unlikely for me sometimes. But there is a possible chance.Who knows right??
But English!!! Bklt A i did so badly!! I knew I would get 20 and above coz a few dumbo questinos I was confuse. i tink i got 23 or 24. not sure. Highest is 29/30 !!! From SHI YING~~~wow..her prac paper oso very good. Hard to catch up.
But still got time. Worse,all the drama at school. Especially about Harith and Amelinda. So confusing. I wish I didnt get involve in it. And oso the one that almost evryone ask me hu u lyk. I dun like anyone okay??
Okay. Im pretty sure today is the ~~FUN~~last day i will play the computer..and i just started. T.T you know y? becoz tomorow getting math paper!!!!!!!!!!!!!! aaaaaaahh!!!!

Hope everyone pass. Except Egene,who fail already.

Yay

2009-05-09T13:23:00.000+08:00
Yay!! Finally I got rid of my crush for syan! =D im so happy. now i got new crush. onli 2 people know of it. im not telling coz if i tell than people will ask them. haha. Be free to ask me but get ready for millions of no. Like i did to harith adam AKA amelinda's hubby. XD
I have tution ltr n haven do hmk..as usual. and nxt week oredi SA1.(faints) omg.so fast. then NAPFA.

Shit.Very hungry. Bye! grandma yelling at me.

Cheerios!

So lazy..

2009-04-16T15:58:00.000+08:00
Hihihi!! im so lazy to do my homework and my granny keep nag nag nag. "Qarinah! Have you done our hmk? Qarinah! Go to ur religious reading now!" Qarinah this qarinah that. I mean, once already can??? And it's not everyday i play!! that's my brother if ur wondering.

2 michael: I GEDIT!!!! AND I KNOW WHO SYAN LIKE!! W00T!!!

And if syan ever read this: i swear im not going to tell. ^^

Cheerios!

Sunday

2009-04-12T14:43:00.000+08:00
Oh man. Today is Sunday. I only know one thing about Sundays..school the next day. O_O yes yes..i know it's horrible but how do we escape it? On a bright Sunday morning, I woke up(with my eyes sore) with my an argument. My brother vs My Grandmother. Arghhh. What time? 7:15am. !!!!!

I practically tried standing up but I had a bad headache. Then,I realised..my brother's going to school. Left me and my grandmother. Mother and Dad went to work. Means..COMPUTER!! But then my grandmother wanted to buy something. I was eager to get out of the house. I checked my handphone. No sms. PEOPLE!! PLS SMS ME. so i went out. yipee.

Came home about 11am. I on the computer. Then I innocently began reading a book. So when my grandma was in thekitchen,I quickly played. Now it's 2:48pm. I'm hungry. I'm not suppose to play the computer but who cares??? hahahaha..

Yesterday,xie dong(AKA SOTONG) said(in msn) "Qarinah,u like naruto too??" And I replied duh. Guess what? He likes the same charecter as me. O~O But it's pretty cool. I haven done my runescape easter celebration. I'm lazy...So anyways..you see the big purple hair anime girl up there. On my blog.

I used her in one of my amazingstories in my quizilla acc. Pls read it!!
http://www.quizilla.com/stories/8990559/uchihatwins-fighting-for-a-boysasuke

If u have an acc..pls rate baby!! i need to promote my stories to a higher level!!!
Arigatozzz

yawn n OMG

2009-03-21T18:38:00.000+08:00

2day was a bore. i nvr went to the birthday party. damn kenduri. ='( oh well. and OMG for......NOTHING!!! i just wanna want a special title. i tot OMG will do it. hahahaha. oh well. look up. i did a collage of sakura and ino. it was beutiful. ^^

omg

2009-03-19T16:02:00.001+08:00
i finished a 392 page in todays morning. it was fun. omg.

so proud

2009-03-16T19:05:00.000+08:00
Yes!!!!!My quizilla acc 98 views in my story! WOOT!! i'm so proud. and so many views!!!!! and fans!! 2 more days my mum come back from kuala lumpur. lets hope she buy some naruto things for me. or at least some souveniers. ^^

-.-

2009-03-14T14:06:00.000+08:00

serene dies!!!! AHHH!! i juz came back from tuition!~ JUZ! im online oredi oso. if you donno my msn it is anti-boy-magnet@hotmail.com gotach?????? i nid go library to borrow charlotte's web. what a bore. dats y i type really fast. bb!!

waaah..school holidayz

2009-03-13T21:37:00.000+08:00
no!! not fair!! mum get to go to KL on my school holidayz!!
KL=Kuala Lumpur
Have you went there?? not me>.<
so unfair..i missed ALOT of naruto episodes. all becoz of PSLE! sigh.. \
P5 go camping 2day. sux 2 them,it rains. no offence p5's!!!! if you read this AFTER camping,please i hope you had fun!! btw..my exams i nvr kena caning. thank god. i was SOOO close. phew. XP
And..now i have to study like hell. O__O
NOO!!!!!! ltr no time for computer games..what games?? I DUN PLAY GAMES!!!
~What I do when I on computer~
1) MSN
2)youtube
3)write stories
4)blogging
5)go facebook(accidently join)
6)go friendster
7)email
8)lead
9)listen to music
10) ..juz do anything except playing

SEE. my grandmother thinks i play. that is mybroher. play play play. sigh..

God..wa to do now?

2009-03-07T14:20:00.000+08:00
Alwayz after exam..u have tons of free time. we waste it by playing computer. for me, its pretty boring,dat's why im doing assesment while doing this. and aniwae,i still have PSLE!! haix..so troublesome...I WISH I CAN GO DOWN AND PLAY LIKE HELL@!!!!